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With the exceptions of my current issues that I have gotten over, other things has been happen also. Ok, so I just got to admit that working two jobs isn’t as fun as it seem awhile ago, I say that because, well it takes my freedom away from me and I have absolutely no sleep what so ever which cause me to no eating as well, my appetite just isn’t there anymore. So all I’ve been living on is coffee and tea but if I do have to eat then it’s a muesli bar that takes the position. So most of you don’t know what my work is so I’m going to tell you, the first job is my Dj-ing which, well I have been doing for a long time now and the second job is a CSR (customer service representative) for a company called TeleTech which works for Telstra and my department supports Telstra Bigpond ADSL (HA!! I would so rub this job into my high school IT teacher because she failed me in IT and I have a great position in the IT world. IN YOUR FUCKEN FACE BITCH!! *ahem* I also work with Colin from my high school grade.[wow, primary together, then high school together and now working together].) Ok enough about work and complaining about work, since I got myself in that situation.

Let’s see.

Ha. Train rides are very interesting, you can bump into almost every kind of personality there is, EVER!!!
Well I already knew that and you’d probably knew that too but I’m just saying it now because last night’s train ride home for me was really crazy, and crazy isn’t the crowded pushing and pulling and loud old trains or whatever but what I mean is that, well, I did hated my high school experience (not all but most of it), and I just experienced it again while I was on the train. These two teenage girls, I wasn’t so sure if they were still in school or not but they bugged me though out the whole ride home. They were talking about, well more like bitching about other people, like there school/friends, it was so disturbing sitting right next to them and having to hear everything, ok so you’d say that isn’t that bad right? Ok so it wasn’t that bad except that they weren’t good looking girls and they acted like they were and that just made them really trashy and they even talked about how the first time they kissed and have sex or whatever!! And that wasn’t bad enough for you they started singing…. Really loudly in their annoying high pitched, broken voices. Everyone sitting there was full on looking and staring at them but they didn’t seem to care. I wanted to jump off the train so badly that after the train ride I had to slap myself to get myself to calm down, but whilst that was happening, I was looking at this girl I noticed sitting across me on the train that was quiet cute, she looked like another version of Nicky, she was like an aussie or white if you must call her and abit rounder version of Nicky, which I found very interesting and cute in a way, so she kept me on that train or else I would have jumped off the train either while its still running and kill myself ( actually exaggerating, there are worse people than them, but the world has it’s people), or to catch the next train. It’s over now. It’s over now. GEE.

sometimes i think it's a waste of effort/energy/time/comfort getting angry and worked up because of stupid little things, regardless what it is.

sometimes i think i think too much, and sometimes of that sometimes i take it personally. even if i know i shouldn't.

sometimes i dont think at all before my actions, and that leads me to unwanted situation and sometimes i get lucky and it doesnt lead me to unwanted situations.

wow, im taking the whole day to write this.

ok. take care now. kind of ran out of things to say, you'd probably picked that up during reading.

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