what a day

you know what... what da hell kind of day was today!!! everyone.. well most of the people around me were/ was or are sad or upset in some way, including me. i dont understand i mean lol its FRIDAY lol people should be happy because of the weeknd. but then there are or always other problems. for me.. i have experienced alot kind of problems and trouble,. yea.. im gonna like a person that looks onto/into the dark side alot, i mess with it. i experiment LoL. I'm crazy i know.. but i would like to know.. different parts of things.. of life... explore it. "time runs out, so make it worthwile ur interest and imagination".

Yes our time is running out.


A person... that.. is always cheerful. happy. laughing and smiling.. are they hiding something or are they are actually happy with life...
i dont think there is someone in the world that is happy with their life. but if there is i'd like to meet them.

I'm a miserable person and all this is coming outta me.. lol.. -_-`.
i like to talk about my curious mind. the wise point. ok im actually really tired right now.. so.. good night/day peoples.

Stay chilled n focus.

Peanut.

..eish..

Let me just say this.. i think this is ridiculous... yea.. maybe not in a small sence but in the larger sence i think its ridiculous.. Karah.. yea.. Karah is jealous of Duyen.. yea.. thats right. i dont get it. i really dont know how .. how this is even happening. do i like.. talk about her too much and drove her into this jealous madness? or something?? [ yea. update coz havent been writting in much.. i am now with karah. and Duyen is my ex] well.. even if i am.. im traying really hard not to. yeps *nods* .. i feel like.. seth in The O.C. like being told by ryan on how he talks about Summer so much. i dont even know if it is happening.. now karah is so.. i dunno.. up and jumpy about Duyen.. i dunno what to do! eish.. i mean.. me and duyen dont even talk anymore.. heck she doesnt even want anything to do with me. karah and duyen hasnt met. but why... i just dont get it... Karah.. what is going on!!!!!! omgosh man.. this is just ridiculous and outragous. seriously..

i am so tired and stressed out. from.. almost everything. so that means right now.. im going to sleep. so... good night/day.. whoever u are. oh yea.. and actually i want a comment on this.. about the whole jealous to the ex thing..
well anyways
Stay KooL & Clean lol

PeanutDevil.

...*sigh*... Regrets.. its part of life.

baby its a shame
shame that we go through
things that we go through
when you're in love with me and I'm in love with you
I think that we should talk
talk about our problems
instead of running away
ohh baby its a shame we couldnt work it out
forgot what love was all about.

there are things in life u will always regret about!. actually to really really pin point.. u will regret almost everything you do! dont believe me? then think about it.. rather its your love life.. carrer, education, or just simple everyday things.

and Helen.. if you are reading this.. calm down.. this is not a chrisis!!! LoL
um.. im just point out lil mistakes and steps we make through out life.

continue later... busy..

Discussion

ok... well i just read the newspaper.. and I FOUND SOMETHING INTERESTING!!!
well i'll let u see first n see what u think..

'LONDON: A woman tore off her former lover's testicles when he rejected her advances at a party. Amanda Moti, 24 of Birkenhead, pleaded guilty to wounding after she flew into a rage and yanked off Geoffrey Jones' left testicle. It was later handed back to him by a friend saying "thats's yours". Liverpool crown court heard. Monti will unable to re-attach the organ.'

SO what do u think.. ROFL... pretty painful ey.... but to me.. how did it happen. its like.. how does it ripe off like that.. wouldnt it be harder .. u know..? well there it is read it and tell me what u think about it... this is like a discusssion.... so.. im looking forward from hearing from u guys...

Stay kool.
PeanutDevil.

...I...

I .... im confussed... im stuck.. FRIGGEN LOVE LIFE!!! SUCH A COMPLICATED THING!!

I Love... Duyen
I Like.... others..
I am.. dating one...
I... Still think of Duyen is presents.....