i just think this is really good to mention!!!! it was in my history class lol.. now known as my legal studies class.
so here it goes.
As we know,
there are no known known.
There are things we know we know,
we also know there are known unknowns,
That is to say we know there are some things we do not know.
But there are also unknowns unknowns,
The ones we dont know we dont know.
its pretty good... great meaning too.. lol.. think about and it'll hit in the face lol.. it took me a while to really really get the meaning... i got it but not the real meaning.. so if u think u know what it means.... think more into it... it makes more sense lol....
Enjoy
Peace out.
PeanutDevil
Friday, November 26, 2004
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
why..
Why are people doubting me about me moving on with my life... why am i getting picked on.. and why the hell am i getting in trouble when im being picked on....???!! i mean its like.. what tha hell is going on. Cant i stand up for myself now..??? i just really dont know what to do anymore. but im sure somewhere else in the world someone elses life is woser than mine.... at least i got a home and food to live on... i guess we just want to much... we dont "need" it.. we just "want" it.. like our selfish "wants".. dont we think about anyone else?.. dont we think about anything else... beyond ourself.? most of u would probably say yes.. but thats not true.. just... just think about it..
i cant really explain what im feeling these days... or now... its just.. horriable.. terriable... im tired. restless. miserable... hm.. omg... i dont really care about the fights i've been in.. the only thing i.. care.. think about is.. 'D'.. i dont know.. but why is it so hard.. to get on... and people dont support me on it either... and when im down about her.. they say " stop it get on with ya life find sum1 else" and when i actually try .. they doubt it'll work... for eg. i would say "ok im gonna move on.. im gonan forget her.." then they go" but u cant. coz u still like her" and its like wtf??? thery going the other way all of a sudden. what are you trying to say people??!!! make it clear and one point. omgosh.. its bad enough for me that im trying to forget her... which i dont really wana do.. and i make some bit of effort and u doubt me.
geez....
i mean... for sure i do love her.. i really do truely and dearly.. but she made it pretty clear that me and her aint never ever gonna happen again... gee i dont even think she'll talk to me again.. thats what im most focused worried is... she wouldnt even look at me.. how could i expect her to talk to me... =./... i mean come on.. anyone could see that right?.
hm... im sorry.. you have to always read about her... my problems i have with her.. and that.. i just cant help it... ok.. so tired now... so yea.. im gone
Peace man... take care.
~[Peanut]~
shoutout. tributes to the ~[R.I.P]~ Gang.. with all my respect...
i cant really explain what im feeling these days... or now... its just.. horriable.. terriable... im tired. restless. miserable... hm.. omg... i dont really care about the fights i've been in.. the only thing i.. care.. think about is.. 'D'.. i dont know.. but why is it so hard.. to get on... and people dont support me on it either... and when im down about her.. they say " stop it get on with ya life find sum1 else" and when i actually try .. they doubt it'll work... for eg. i would say "ok im gonna move on.. im gonan forget her.." then they go" but u cant. coz u still like her" and its like wtf??? thery going the other way all of a sudden. what are you trying to say people??!!! make it clear and one point. omgosh.. its bad enough for me that im trying to forget her... which i dont really wana do.. and i make some bit of effort and u doubt me.
geez....
i mean... for sure i do love her.. i really do truely and dearly.. but she made it pretty clear that me and her aint never ever gonna happen again... gee i dont even think she'll talk to me again.. thats what im most focused worried is... she wouldnt even look at me.. how could i expect her to talk to me... =./... i mean come on.. anyone could see that right?.
hm... im sorry.. you have to always read about her... my problems i have with her.. and that.. i just cant help it... ok.. so tired now... so yea.. im gone
Peace man... take care.
~[Peanut]~
shoutout. tributes to the ~[R.I.P]~ Gang.. with all my respect...
Monday, November 08, 2004
Abeyance ( dont know what it is? then look it up)
...hm... today was the SC... it was alright... um... yea...
for the last.. few days.... i dont know how to explain it... its like.. intense... crampt.... i dont know.... its so.... ARGH!!!!!!! yea.. um..
i have thing to say... but i dont think its a good idea to say it all on here... hm... yu know what.. im actually not that keen on talking at the moment... not that keen... maybe i will... but.. right now.. not so sure..i got alot on my mind... i um.. what can i really say.. i lost the one i really love... -_-` how more stupid can i get!!!
um... i want to say.. all these things ... to her .. to everybody,.. even to you?..( lol it depends on who u r.. um) well.. if u do know me.. im not the kinda of person that speaks well... i dont really know how to express myself....i.. um.... please.. dont take things for granted... worth it.. make it all worth living for.. and dont let go.. be satisfied.. dont go looking for more(by urself that is)...dont waste your life.. dont waste your love.. and dont everu waste the time.. life and love of the other.. that loves you.. truely......and if u do love them truely.. dont spare it!.. tell them.. keep it.. show them.. omg...!!!!
hm.. i am.. in dept of..... i guess everything,... .... what i mean by that..??? im not that sure.. it just sounds kinda right.. =/... *sigh* what a simple mind i'v got.!!! well.. this simple minded person.. is outta here.. coz if i dont.. in about a minute.. im gonan be saying alot of things that i really shouldnt.....-_-.. so yes,...
Peace out......
Peanut..(too lazy to do me label!!)
for the last.. few days.... i dont know how to explain it... its like.. intense... crampt.... i dont know.... its so.... ARGH!!!!!!! yea.. um..
i have thing to say... but i dont think its a good idea to say it all on here... hm... yu know what.. im actually not that keen on talking at the moment... not that keen... maybe i will... but.. right now.. not so sure..i got alot on my mind... i um.. what can i really say.. i lost the one i really love... -_-` how more stupid can i get!!!
um... i want to say.. all these things ... to her .. to everybody,.. even to you?..( lol it depends on who u r.. um) well.. if u do know me.. im not the kinda of person that speaks well... i dont really know how to express myself....i.. um.... please.. dont take things for granted... worth it.. make it all worth living for.. and dont let go.. be satisfied.. dont go looking for more(by urself that is)...dont waste your life.. dont waste your love.. and dont everu waste the time.. life and love of the other.. that loves you.. truely......and if u do love them truely.. dont spare it!.. tell them.. keep it.. show them.. omg...!!!!
hm.. i am.. in dept of..... i guess everything,... .... what i mean by that..??? im not that sure.. it just sounds kinda right.. =/... *sigh* what a simple mind i'v got.!!! well.. this simple minded person.. is outta here.. coz if i dont.. in about a minute.. im gonan be saying alot of things that i really shouldnt.....-_-.. so yes,...
Peace out......
Peanut..(too lazy to do me label!!)
Monday, November 01, 2004
WHAT A FRIGGEN DAY!!bloody hektic
well... today was all about "new" things... hahahaha well mostly at skool anyways.. it was like being in yr 7 once again hahah it was first day of yr 11.. so yea.. new classes...
well neways
after skool... played some jokes on a couple of people... lol it was fun... forgotten how fun things use to be... im gonan tell u about it... first... lol.. i sat in a parked car a lansvale macus... put some sunglasses on pulled out a hairdryer and pointed it at passing cars.. hahaha they actually slowed down... hahahaha then...anyone that talked to me and wanted something.. i said " do u want fries with that?".. hahaha...then..at home.. haha (family is caffeine addictions...) i put all the coffees to decaf and when they all get over the addictions.. i'll change it back to espresso... hahah lol... i didnt do this but.. my mate asked everyone what their sex(gender) was and laught hysterically after they answer... and we went through "drive-through" and after we finish ordering.. we oredered "to-go" hahahaha..hahaha and the last thing we did was... went to the atm and when u money came out we shouted " we won we won third time this week!!!!!" hahahathat was it.. but then,... we thought of more things to do lol...like.. When leaving the zoo, start running toward the parking lot yelling, "run for your lives, they're loose!" & Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. &Sing along at the opera &. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day.& Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
hahah thats it too.....
it was funny... fun today..*ahem*.... but underneath all that... on my mind... yes thats right.... lol... all about...her.... yea.... lol at the moment . i think im high on something... or maybe i havnt had this much fun since she seriously left me... erm.. i dunno... well ok... thats it from me... for.. um..tonight? yea..
Chill out!!!!
-\m/d[õ.Õ]b\m/ - [P][E][A][N][U][T][D][E][V][I][L] - \m/d[õ.Õ]b\m/ -
well neways
after skool... played some jokes on a couple of people... lol it was fun... forgotten how fun things use to be... im gonan tell u about it... first... lol.. i sat in a parked car a lansvale macus... put some sunglasses on pulled out a hairdryer and pointed it at passing cars.. hahaha they actually slowed down... hahahaha then...anyone that talked to me and wanted something.. i said " do u want fries with that?".. hahaha...then..at home.. haha (family is caffeine addictions...) i put all the coffees to decaf and when they all get over the addictions.. i'll change it back to espresso... hahah lol... i didnt do this but.. my mate asked everyone what their sex(gender) was and laught hysterically after they answer... and we went through "drive-through" and after we finish ordering.. we oredered "to-go" hahahaha..hahaha and the last thing we did was... went to the atm and when u money came out we shouted " we won we won third time this week!!!!!" hahahathat was it.. but then,... we thought of more things to do lol...like.. When leaving the zoo, start running toward the parking lot yelling, "run for your lives, they're loose!" & Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. &Sing along at the opera &. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day.& Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
hahah thats it too.....
it was funny... fun today..*ahem*.... but underneath all that... on my mind... yes thats right.... lol... all about...her.... yea.... lol at the moment . i think im high on something... or maybe i havnt had this much fun since she seriously left me... erm.. i dunno... well ok... thats it from me... for.. um..tonight? yea..
Chill out!!!!
-\m/d[õ.Õ]b\m/ - [P][E][A][N][U][T][D][E][V][I][L] - \m/d[õ.Õ]b\m/ -
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