great day...

I’d just like to talk about a great day I had yesterday (Thursday), why was it great? Because I got to do almost everything I like to do in one day… so what I did was… I hung out with Nicky through the day, had yum cha in the morning with her, then had coffee, then caught a movie, then went to chipping Norton lake/park/river.. whatever… to just sit and enjoyed the sun set, we also talked by the way…. So that was a great day for me, that’s how I like to spend my days…

Well you see, I’m talking about it because not many people want to do this with me anymore, and I finally found someone (that I’m not dating) and it feels good. Just to hang out.

So yea….

OH!! ALSO... roundabouts are fun!! hahaha... yea i also made nicky drive around it, and she seemed to enjoyed it too so that was great also!.

-[Pd]-

hello hello dear people....
how have you all been?
i, for one, am EXHAUSTED!!!....... and what have i been doing?, um... continueously working..... yup, working hard once again..... well maybe a party here or there and also "quickies" here and there, but then thats a whole different story!!!.
right now im just glad im at home.......... and i want to go to sleep, but i do feel bad about not blogging... so im blogging before i hit the few hours sleep im going to have. HOPEFULLY!!!

oh... and i finally have a new business phone!! yay me, i might have another or new phone number... so stay tuned... but if i do then i'll probably give it to you ( if i know you) anyways...

um.... i think i might grab a drink (alcoholic drink) after work tomorrow..... i really want one badly.... i could have it now but then i want a lot so to be safe i'll have it tomorrow.... YAY CANT WAIT FOR WEEKND!! well this weeknd anyways.. because i dont have any work what so ever.. (not unless jane is cruel and calls me out for work!!) and i can finally go shopping? yes.. you heard me right.... i said SHOPPING!!! CLOTHES SHOPPING!!! no no, i asure you im not going crazy..... and dont need much help, thank you very much girls, i dont need help PICKING out my clothes... i'll manage... not unless you want to tag along and watch boring me buy things.........


ok.. i dont have much to say now and need sleep really badly... im just hopeing no one comes over tonight , or else i'll wont able to sleep again.... and perform really badly at work..(means if i dont reach my target i wont get paid much.. AND MONEY COUNTS RIGHT NOW)

nighty night now.....

-[Pd]-

Naomi

that's right, her name is Naomi.

don't know who she is? well i don't know who she is either, but i'll tell you why i'm talking about her. Naomi is a girl that sits across me at work. she is this sex-ing-ly beautiful tall brunette that occasionally glances and smiles at me throughout the day.
theres more but i dont want to get into too much details. but its all good, its all good.

ok, on another topic, what kind of present would you give to a pregnant girlfriend? someone said to me to get her a bracelet and cook a warm comfort meal. or buy her pj's.... that actually seems like a very good and cute idea and it tickles me pink to think about it.

ok, so, if i would cook for a girl, what would i cook for her? what kind of warm comfort meal that is simple enough for me to cook, mainly quickly. what can i cook for her that says i love you and the little baby inside you.


whats with me and pregnant girls and young mothers... well to explain what i mean there is that pregnant girls mean pregnant with me not before they met me, or cheat on me kinda thing. etc etc. theres a whole side of me that adapts to this that you dont know. well maybe some of you do, but not all of you.

umz..... yeah.. thats all i think...

-[Pd]-

blah blah

With the exceptions of my current issues that I have gotten over, other things has been happen also. Ok, so I just got to admit that working two jobs isn’t as fun as it seem awhile ago, I say that because, well it takes my freedom away from me and I have absolutely no sleep what so ever which cause me to no eating as well, my appetite just isn’t there anymore. So all I’ve been living on is coffee and tea but if I do have to eat then it’s a muesli bar that takes the position. So most of you don’t know what my work is so I’m going to tell you, the first job is my Dj-ing which, well I have been doing for a long time now and the second job is a CSR (customer service representative) for a company called TeleTech which works for Telstra and my department supports Telstra Bigpond ADSL (HA!! I would so rub this job into my high school IT teacher because she failed me in IT and I have a great position in the IT world. IN YOUR FUCKEN FACE BITCH!! *ahem* I also work with Colin from my high school grade.[wow, primary together, then high school together and now working together].) Ok enough about work and complaining about work, since I got myself in that situation.

Let’s see.

Ha. Train rides are very interesting, you can bump into almost every kind of personality there is, EVER!!!
Well I already knew that and you’d probably knew that too but I’m just saying it now because last night’s train ride home for me was really crazy, and crazy isn’t the crowded pushing and pulling and loud old trains or whatever but what I mean is that, well, I did hated my high school experience (not all but most of it), and I just experienced it again while I was on the train. These two teenage girls, I wasn’t so sure if they were still in school or not but they bugged me though out the whole ride home. They were talking about, well more like bitching about other people, like there school/friends, it was so disturbing sitting right next to them and having to hear everything, ok so you’d say that isn’t that bad right? Ok so it wasn’t that bad except that they weren’t good looking girls and they acted like they were and that just made them really trashy and they even talked about how the first time they kissed and have sex or whatever!! And that wasn’t bad enough for you they started singing…. Really loudly in their annoying high pitched, broken voices. Everyone sitting there was full on looking and staring at them but they didn’t seem to care. I wanted to jump off the train so badly that after the train ride I had to slap myself to get myself to calm down, but whilst that was happening, I was looking at this girl I noticed sitting across me on the train that was quiet cute, she looked like another version of Nicky, she was like an aussie or white if you must call her and abit rounder version of Nicky, which I found very interesting and cute in a way, so she kept me on that train or else I would have jumped off the train either while its still running and kill myself ( actually exaggerating, there are worse people than them, but the world has it’s people), or to catch the next train. It’s over now. It’s over now. GEE.

sometimes i think it's a waste of effort/energy/time/comfort getting angry and worked up because of stupid little things, regardless what it is.

sometimes i think i think too much, and sometimes of that sometimes i take it personally. even if i know i shouldn't.

sometimes i dont think at all before my actions, and that leads me to unwanted situation and sometimes i get lucky and it doesnt lead me to unwanted situations.

wow, im taking the whole day to write this.

ok. take care now. kind of ran out of things to say, you'd probably picked that up during reading.

-[Pd]-

it is not fair to be in this situation. ITS NOT FAIR!!!
seriously i dont want to sound like a stuck up bitch or a jerk or whatever but its not fair that i am being put down by you girl fighting about me all the time. not fair for me to be in the middle of things. i dont like to be in the middle of things. i want to be the one on the outside, trying to comfort people that needs comforting. etc etc,. i used to think girls fighting for me is cool and all but it aint. IT AINT!!! i feel like im up myself talking about this. but i need to say it. because you people dont understand when i say it to you. you just dont understand. so hopefully writing it you might read it again.