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I’ve been feeling this emptiness for some time Tryna make do But my world has been so crazy Living without you Now I’m a man and not ashamed to admit my faults Now that I know But the only thing that matters now is I should never let you go So every night before I go to sleep I prayThat the Lord would one day somehow Send you back my way Baby I miss you I need to be back in your armsI never stop loving you My heart is where you belongBaby I miss you Before heaven and earth pass awayLord please show me what to doTell me what to SayCuz were come too far to let it slip awayWoowoow…Cause were come too far to let it slip awayCouldn’t understand many things in my lifeHow much you ment to meNow I’ve been prepared to be everything That a man Baby Don’t know that else to say or doIt’s hard to get through every night and every dayKnowing I let you walk awayIt’s killing me insideFeelings so strong I can’t hideSo Lord Help me get through this day and night I’ll do anything to have you back in my life is supposed to beMm... I don’t wanna be alone no moreKnow that my heart can’t take itNot a day has passed Since you’ve been goneThat I thought that I could make itOhh babySo every night before I go to sleepI prayThat the Lord would one day somehowBring you back my way


i really seriously am gona do it. i am going to Leave. im sorry to all and yes.. im sorry..

..*tears*...true confessions

i feel so sad and heart broken and lonely... and all the signs of depression. i really really want to cry!!! as tho im writting this at the moment .. tears ARE coming down my cheeks.!!!

DUYEN I WANNA TELL YOU THIS STRAIGHT RIGHT HERE AND NOW!!!

I LOVE YOU!!! Duyen... i love you... baby i do... im sorry i pushed you away... it was my bad ... but it was for the good and maybe in that scence i think it still is... but.. im feeling so much pain... i miss you so much... I Love You So Much.
i only told you that lie is to push you away. because u being with me is too much presure. at one point u told me that whenever ur with me.. its wonderful but u were lying or betrying your mum... and i didnt want u to feel that way and wanted you to be happy. so i did what i thought was best. by pushing you away and u hating me so im totally out of your life... and i think my plan worked too too TOO WELL!!!

and so that is what is or was going on.. and what i want to tell you but i dont know if i should or not... i figured not but i just cant keep it to myself anymore. its been 7 whole months already... and i really miss you... i think of you. i dream of you... i get paranoid and i see you everywhere even your car!!!. almost everyone reminds me of you.

Thats all i wanted to say......

well well well................-_-`

WELL WELL WELL!!!! im thinking of her once again..... well.. its been.. about 6 months since she left me.... duyen i mean... i dont know.. but i........ i really miss her and... i do love her so much....


-----------(( DUYEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! ))-----------