disapointing

Life sucks...... wouldnt u agree?

dont u just hate it when people tell u things that u really dont want to know? well.. i do .. and this isnt a joke. people tell jokes that is funny then thats ok. but whats on my mind... isnt a joke... and if ur wondering what it is that is so disturbing to me? sorry i dont wannt talk about it....... X_X

oh yea.. lol just today... i chipped my tooth... i dont know how but i did.... it doesnt hurt but.. i lick it or touch it sometimes and it kinda feels funny... weird.. not funny... i mean im not laughing... oh yea.. and i had my hair cut today as well. its pretty short =S but its ok....


my love life is a hell as well... -_-" i dont know why i bother.... -_-" i should just sit back and let it flow..... ok... in a period of about um... 10 months? ( since a really great relationship aka duyen) i'v had...... about 5 relationships... and its all gone bad. 3 out of 5 is because of me and my duyen problem -_-' ans the other 2? i dont really know... and right now i am currently in a relationship with richard.. i think i mentioned him in my last log in.... hows it going?.. its um.. going.. ok i guess...i feel it ending soon.. but i dont know.

um...

skool? .. havent been there much i must say... -_-" = no comment on skool =S

my left ear is still kinda deaf... and its a pain... i cant hear u people talk...

i thought i would knwo most of the things of my life and me... but truth be told.. i dont know jack shit about "Me" ... such a shame... all i'v been doing is wasting my life. with drugs... alcohol... parties... girls... guys... 'gatherings' etc etc... even skool... im going no where with skool. failing everything.


SLAP ME SOME SENSE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!


"dont try to act like someone else, they could be more screwed up then u think"

~[Pd]~I.L.C.T.K.D~[Pd]~©™

update......ing... lol

my bloody career is going friggen GREAT!!!! *ahem*
yea.. its good.. i came second in the Australian Dj Competition i had.. ^_^.. how great... wasnt first but second is fine lol.. right now.. im playing in clubs AHAHAAHHAHAAH u may have heard me if u go clubbing, and im right now trying to working on a cd if possible so its great. got the $$$ as well hehe but boy do they run out the pocket fast!.
well thats the best highlight of alllllllllllllll.......

um.... i have a new boy on my hands.. heheh his name is Richard but he calls himself Rich lol. this may sound weird to most people but he is my ex's brother.... actually more like step brother.
richy is smart, sharp pyhsically and mentally, funny, laid back aka KooL lol, and such and such. and he is half vietnamese and chinese.

school starts tomorrow. =/... lol but i have workplacement. arghhhhhh.... dressing up again..... far out .... and the travelling and the breaks..... negociated.... blahblahblah...

um... in general life...... its ok. missing a few of these and that but it beariable right now. but my mood? isnt so good.

"the only way u can get someone to respect you is to respect yourself."

~[Pd]~I.L.C.T.K.D~[Pd]~©™