ok... now this is my desktop character.... and i just noticed.... does she look like anyone in particular? want a hint?..... "D".... i had this character for a pretty long while now and i just noticed...!!! grrr........ arnt i over her yet?..... or dont i want to..


-[Pd]-

since the first time i saw you
i was thinking of you
oh how i dreamt so much
of your gentle touch
my heart told me no lies
when i look into your eyes
oh how i cant resist
thinking of your sweet kiss
every momment spent with you
is like a dream come true
girl just say you'll be mine
and evrything will be fine
your my one and only
truely the only one for me
even though we fell apart
you will always remain in my heart
only memories of you
exist now in my mind
girl if you only knew
the things i went through
to get to you
then you would know my love was true
now when i'm alone i think of you
thinking of all the memories we had together
that i'll treasure forever
time after time
i still find you on my mind
not a day goes by
without me thinking of that last kiss and good-bye
now all i have is this unforgetable love.

-[Pd-

my perfect moment

i was just sitting there..... kinda staring into space and a friend came up to me and said to me... "where are you, i mean like in your head, where are you.. you look so peaceful for once.." at that point i was baffled ........
BUT THEN i thought about it .. and i guess i was pretty comfortable and peaceful.. for once i knew what i wanted... it feels so good.

sitting in my beautiful modern home on the couch with my wife, holding her with one arm, and a cup of coffee in my other hand... facing outside through a glass wall into a beautiful jap garden(or something like that) and no other sound but the rain from outside...
or maybe staring at a fire place... as it rains..

yea.. thats where i want to be. thats what i want. thats all i want.

-[Pd]-

i dont know why i bother sometimes... i dont know what is the point or what im trying to do or trying to change. but i want something that why i constantly continuely doing whatever it is im doing.. but then again.... why cant i just drop dead, i hate it yet i keep doing it.... its the same with everything i do.

-[Pd]-

hey hey.. sry buh dis iznt dearest Pd speakin.... dis iz Lilly
Pd had a few lap dancerz for each past couple of nyts.... n us gals organised it... jst to get her mind of fings. n dat stoopid grl she keeps finkin of.

im writin dis bcoz she is too shy to tok abt it!! lol.. buh i fink its adorable!!

also i want to ask for ur help!! plz do as much as u can to help her, get better? lyk.. make a parrrty, hire a stripper.... or hang out with her.. n make her forget dat grl dat is makin her so miserable n ada fings... so yer...
fanx pplz!! *muah*

LUV LILLY ^_^