so, how are we all? i am exhausted...

well, alot has been happening lately... like, work and life. lol..two major dividers.
work has been a handful recently since the organisation has bloomed. WOOHOO. internationaly been regconised, and to get that, its AMAZING!! so yay.
been working odd hours, so very tired and my body is stressing out and my mind feels like it can blackout at any second now. but other than that, work is good, work with great fun people and we are a family ^_^, a very hard working family that works hard!! hahaha.....
and who can forget dear Jane with her butt in her jeans -_-".. very nice sweetie..

well.. on to life now.. not very exciting... but i must say its pretty stressful.
um, thinking of moving out of home, i want to but i dont know if its really what i desire... because home is home, and home is such a powerful word to describe.. well my home. so yea.
thinking of getting a partner. i think maybe the single life isnt for me, since i feel like im going insane not talking to someone or such... mabe that is because i have always been with someone. alwells.
been thinking alot of sara, and i want to go visit her and stay with her for a while, but she is busy at the moment so yea.. maybe soon. yea, i miss her heaps.

OH!!... have u tried mood colours? mood colours are like when u look at a colour and it makes u feel a certain way for example, the obvious, blue calms you or red makes u angry.
for me, white makes me go crazy, green makes me sleepy, red makes me crave blood and thinks of suicide and death, blue blanks me and so on.....
i find mood colours fasinating, and the thing is.. this only works for some people, not everyone can use mood colours.

umz. well recently contacted Nicky again... and she got married in december last year, and she didnt tell me, her reason was she didnt know how to tell me and didnt know i'd react and how it would effect our relationship..... well i guess that a good enough reason...

umz.yea... im pretty tired now.....

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