Loving you is wrong, and it should always stay that way.
Because it's wrong to love you, and to love you is wrong?
It is great that i find you amazing, but the feelings I'm having is wrong. I didnt even know your name, how you look like or how you are, you were just someone people mentioned. Untill i met you. two weeks later you became irressitable to me, your name and smile became stuck on my mind. i despited the connection we had and my heart felt weak. i struggled to live with you, but i seemed to have made it out alive, alive and farely well actually. Now my heart and mind is in a battle of whether it was a drag or a refreshment that i met you.
Actually, i think this wrong love has refreshed me. it has made me realised things i have never figured out about myself or how i interact before, but it's a shame that it is the wrong love. you care about me and i care about you, and thats all i needed to feel better.
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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
some of my pictures i took while in vietnam
now there you have it. randomn crap i did while in vietnam.
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hello, hello
GREETINGS FRIENDS.......
er.. hello.. i'm just excited because i actually have the time to go on my blog to continue blogging again!! .. well not THAT excited.. but pretty happy, and yes i am well aware that my last post was like four months ago...
ANYWAYS!!
hello all, how are we? well i am pretty alright, spent most of the last three months overseas, either for a holiday or work, turns out i worked more than relax!. but that was ok, good experience i guess. um,
ok lets start talking back since helen's birthday, which was like on the 20th, well thats her birth date but i cant remember the party date, i think it was like on the 18 or something, ok i must admit i got trashed (well not fully) and ruined my birthday gift for helen, i was to sing to her.. like four songs or so but i sang two and couldnt even remember the lyrics or the chords!! i was so out of tune, SHAME ON ME!! even i knew i stuffed up so i tried to sing it again to her the next day, and i did. she seemed to enjoyed it. which is good. really good.
ok. the end of that week, i went overseas, my first stop was vietnam, i had a really great time there because i actully got to catch up with my family after so many years (7 years actually or 8), i meet new family members ( eg. my cousin's husbands and wives, nieces, nephews, well you get the point) i really much enjoyed it, i wasted my money everyday on going out to cafes, but that was fun, really relaxing and gives me a chance to have intimate moments or to know my family members better. Also ate alot of food the first couple of weeks, didnt even give me a chance to get hungry yet. hahaha... i also ate different kinds of cool foods, like, turtles, mouse/rat, frogs, sea snails and other snails and shelled creatures like crabs and such, snakes, goat, and yea i think thats about it. they were all good, nice and tasty.
i got sick alot while i was there and just my luck that my cousin's wife is a new gaduate phramistist, so i was almost daily medicated. i didnt mind but OHMYGOD they give out alot of tablets!! to drink at a time. *sigh*.
i had the chance to ride motorcycles there and I TOOK IT!! so i kinda took myself around most of the time, which was really fun. so that was about one month in vietnam.
my next stop was to america, to work. now this is a really tough and stressing time. i spent almost two months there just working and going to venues and competitions. i actually at one or two point freaked out and had a nervous breakdown, but im ok now. thank god.
i went back to vietnam again to release my stress and such, which worked. yay. and contiued to have fun with family. i have gotten pretty closed to my cousin and his wife, i hung out with them everyday ( i lived with them while i was there) and still continue to call them now that im back home in Australia.
so, that was mt three months absent from Australia or i vanished from the earth as some of my friends said. i apologise that i didnt keep in contact as much as i said i would have, but im back now!! so you would have to put up with me once again, great isnt it!!
i hope you enjoyed all that jib up there, well if you didnt then it is kinda your fualt by reading it in the first place. LOL.
farewell. until next time.
-[Pd]-
er.. hello.. i'm just excited because i actually have the time to go on my blog to continue blogging again!! .. well not THAT excited.. but pretty happy, and yes i am well aware that my last post was like four months ago...
ANYWAYS!!
hello all, how are we? well i am pretty alright, spent most of the last three months overseas, either for a holiday or work, turns out i worked more than relax!. but that was ok, good experience i guess. um,
ok lets start talking back since helen's birthday, which was like on the 20th, well thats her birth date but i cant remember the party date, i think it was like on the 18 or something, ok i must admit i got trashed (well not fully) and ruined my birthday gift for helen, i was to sing to her.. like four songs or so but i sang two and couldnt even remember the lyrics or the chords!! i was so out of tune, SHAME ON ME!! even i knew i stuffed up so i tried to sing it again to her the next day, and i did. she seemed to enjoyed it. which is good. really good.
ok. the end of that week, i went overseas, my first stop was vietnam, i had a really great time there because i actully got to catch up with my family after so many years (7 years actually or 8), i meet new family members ( eg. my cousin's husbands and wives, nieces, nephews, well you get the point) i really much enjoyed it, i wasted my money everyday on going out to cafes, but that was fun, really relaxing and gives me a chance to have intimate moments or to know my family members better. Also ate alot of food the first couple of weeks, didnt even give me a chance to get hungry yet. hahaha... i also ate different kinds of cool foods, like, turtles, mouse/rat, frogs, sea snails and other snails and shelled creatures like crabs and such, snakes, goat, and yea i think thats about it. they were all good, nice and tasty.
i got sick alot while i was there and just my luck that my cousin's wife is a new gaduate phramistist, so i was almost daily medicated. i didnt mind but OHMYGOD they give out alot of tablets!! to drink at a time. *sigh*.
i had the chance to ride motorcycles there and I TOOK IT!! so i kinda took myself around most of the time, which was really fun. so that was about one month in vietnam.
my next stop was to america, to work. now this is a really tough and stressing time. i spent almost two months there just working and going to venues and competitions. i actually at one or two point freaked out and had a nervous breakdown, but im ok now. thank god.
i went back to vietnam again to release my stress and such, which worked. yay. and contiued to have fun with family. i have gotten pretty closed to my cousin and his wife, i hung out with them everyday ( i lived with them while i was there) and still continue to call them now that im back home in Australia.
so, that was mt three months absent from Australia or i vanished from the earth as some of my friends said. i apologise that i didnt keep in contact as much as i said i would have, but im back now!! so you would have to put up with me once again, great isnt it!!
i hope you enjoyed all that jib up there, well if you didnt then it is kinda your fualt by reading it in the first place. LOL.
farewell. until next time.
-[Pd]-
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