hm... so, i'm feeling abit crappy and irritated right now...
and the reason for it seems to be childish.... because it has never bothered me before, i know it will happen one day, and i still hate being in the "will happen one day", did i not prepare myself for it? or did i prepared for something else entirely.

what the fuck am i talking about......... i dont even know...

all i want to say right now is... where the fuck are you when i need you??!!!
i was always there for you!! now where the fuck are you??!!
im not so sure if i'll be there the next time you need me.

i feel like i'm fucking going insane. maybe i'm already there!!
what the fuck do you want, what the fuck is your point?

why am i swearing so much?? because i'm fucken pissed.... if you havent got that...

i cant stay around here anymore...

-[Pd]-