ah.... so freaking tired!!

i'm currently in vietnam... and guess what?! facebook isnt allowed here!! i am going nuts, thinking there was something wrong with my laptop and my phone.
stupid people
so for my entertainment... my tv is on the ftv channel alllllllll daaaayyyyy. yes i am a perv.

the plane ride was a bit of a let down, no cute/hot girls anywhere...

bought some converse shoes and hoodies for cheap so i'm happy.

blah...

OH!.. clubbing here is fucking weird. discriminate so much.
no one hardly dances. i got to admit some of the girls do dress up pretty hot.
- for the people from cabramatta.... do you know when you look at a chick from behind and they be lookin all hot and sexy ... until they turn around? well.... its like that here.... a giant cabramatta.

i dont have a photo, but i reckon i look pretty darn good in a heltmet. its a sign i should get a motobike ey?!

anyway, time to shower and have my first coffee of the day. and watch chicks. and laugh at lame people.

Sitting in a club, blogging.

I'm just that much fun!

Just not feeling it tonight... the loudness. The fuss.

I woke up angry this morning,
I got into a bad bad situation today, someone stole my parking spot and i broke her side mirror and cracked her window... maybe way uncalled for, but she crossed the wrong person today.
To be honest, i hope i dont get caught... though a lot of people witnessed it. I'm not really ready for another thing to be added to my criminal profile list.

....there are a bunch of girls in directly in front of me... but im not looking... i feel tired.

The ladies i came with went to dance and im in a corner just chillin with the drunken perverts that is unable to stand up right. There are chairs here. Thanks.

Um, i need to sneeze.


I feel like im just drifting off now, not even paying attention on what im writing.. just thoughts.

I miss her, i miss her so very much.

i saw her today and my heart pumped crazy!
When she smiles directedly at me , i lose complete control.
Even though we dont talk too much, i love having her around, being with her.

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mother fuck! i need to get into this...

this use to be what i do, my ride in life.

i miss matt, he was my other half.

Maybe i'm out of words...

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every time i think about it, it makes my blood boil.

so this is another weekend....

WHERE THE FUCK DID ALL THESE KIDS COME FROM?!

there is so much noise

so much screaming

and talking

and running around

and touching things

and mess

and random talk about shit i dont care for, i stopped listening within 5 minutes of their arrival.

i cant even pretend to pretend to listen.

mother fuck,

i need to get out of here.

i dont know why i declined a city invite...surely i regret that now. but i don't want to be that jerk that keeps changing their mind.

truth is, i don't want to go too far to hang, i don't get why people have to go so far when we have local places that have the same thing as in the city.

my point is, i don't want to travel to the city for a up of coffee or a beer.

that shit is 5 mins away from me.

.

i went to a christmas dinner for work last night. i had an awesome time!

my aim was, to be that obnoxious drunk that every christmas party has. well, i got drunk but not enough....

i won a $50 gift card for kicking the boy's asses in pool, i am the best player when im drunk.

i wish there was some girls there though... i bonded with the guys and made new mates.

and we so courted girls from the band that was playing there, the way she moves makes me shiver with excitement!!...brrrr..