i hate the fact that we all use to be friends and now every one is not talking or finding every little thing a hate.

where did all the love go,

the laughter turned into bitching.

life use to be so fucken simple.

...but now...

i hate it.

we all use to be friends.

All.

i haven't written in a while.

a lot has happened, a lot has changed.

things got weird.

things got complicated.

i need to get back into the habit of writing again, my mind wants to explode and my heart has finally given me the signs of stress.... and i'm losing my word of speech.

i wonder if the past still reads my blog...

i have so much to say but so much to hide as well.

i'm married now, i adore girls.

i'm falling for a friend.

i'm failing at my interests and i don't know how to deal.

i have so many questions, so many curiosity, so much to say.....

....BUT WHERE DO I START?!

there's always a time period when everything seems to happen all at the same time, and at a time when nothing happens at all.

sometimes i feel like i will lose the fight of the day, i just want to give up.

sometimes everything just becomes overwhelming, and then it becomes harder to breathe.

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Frustrated.