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something that may or may not make sense

Newton's Universal Law of Gravitation states that any two objects exert a gravitational force of attraction on each other. The direction of the force is along the line joing the objects. The magnitude of the force is proportional to the product of the gravitational masses of the objects, and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between them.

For e.g.
m1 exerts a force on m2 .
m2 exerts a force on m1 .

Gravitational force = (G*m1*m2)/r2 G is Newton's constant: G = 6.67 x 10- 11 N m 2 /kg 2.

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my dream girl?

The other night .. i have a dream... and it was a pretty weird dream but..BUT... i liked it. im sure u want to know what it is.. so here it is.. well i dreamt that i was out with a friend... and we bought movie tickets.. and when the movie was on and we lost each other so.. i just decided to just go in a watch it.. i was sitting by myself and half way through the movie... this girl and her friends came in a sat right next to me.. i didnt get to see who she is... all i got to see was the left side of her side ish back?... but she was sitting next to me not in front. and.. she put her hand.. well.. more like arm.. on her legs and leaned on me ( i still didnt get to see her face) then she moved it on my leg and out of no where i had this really strong bond with her and then i kissed the back of her left shoulder, she held my hand all through the movie. when the movie ended... she was still holding my hand and led me to this leture thing? where i saw like half the grade.. and i finally got to see her face.. for like 5 seconds? and all i can say now is. i want to look for her. shes not hot... but not ugly.. she is just average looking.. and thats the way i like it.. i felt a bond.. thats what is important here.. thats y i keep thinking about it and i actually want to meet this so called "dream girl". but the thing is i dont know her.. i never even seen her before in my life.. but just a 5 second glimps.i feel kinda stupid wanting to look for her.. looking for someone that may or may not exists..i feel crazy./ i think i watch tooooo many movies!!!!!!....
i feel so tired right now.. i havent been sleeping much.. coz of the thinking and i told some sleeping pills to help me sleep but i cant sleep and now its just traped in my body and making me very tired!!!! VERY VERY TIRED....

so... thats about it.... so yea..


laters..
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hm...

well after i wrote that last post.... i need to watch how i talk.... because i feel like a totally jerk and not listen to what i say. THAT is because i feel so... unwanting to be apart of anything but mopping around wanting to kill myself and such and such..........blah blah blah.... i cried my eyes out last night because i was breaking off alot of close or useless relationships.... in other words.. pushing people away and not wanting anyone to be around me.. i guess that for the near future this blog space will be my best friend.. even though i never really had one.. because most of .. well two of my best buds died.. and lately .. im not close with anyone.. and i really need to let go of duyen... i know i should have a really long time ago.. but i will now... because i cant take anything anymore... nor serious or a joke.... i dont want any feelings. i dont want to waste my tears anymore. And i really do not want to get hurt anymore.... coz it takes two to tango but i stand alone so i should just quit. i want to close myself off!! i think i will continue pushing people away... i dont want anything to do with you people anymore... please dont take it personally.. i just need time.. to myself... from myself... to.. find.. i gues.. my destiny?....

cya laters....

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I think that when someone says that they have nothing to live for, is being too dramatic, when you say that, its not true, I say that because I have once or twice or even a thousands of times said that and after every moment I realise its not true because I believe that we all have a destiny. A destiny is what keeps us alive and motivated, the journey to finding or even realising our destiny are the things that teaches us the whole way, from the mistakes to the most precious moments they are all teaching us on who we really are. We are given life for a reason so take that opportunity to learn about yourself and for fill your dreams, reach for the stars as they say. And this is what I believe in.. once you are born, you are to make mistakes and by that you learn to appreciate the happiness and so to find out who you really are and then to know your destiny, so when you have found it and lived it… you are settled to leave (die). But I know that most people don’t get the chance to find or experience their destiny, and that is unfortunate. Most people don’t think about what their destiny is/are, and for that I think that they don’t bother and don’t care or afraid of what to expect or even expect a whole complete different thing. You cant plan life, you just cant, but if you do then that’s just restricting yourself to what you really want, or who you really are. Life goes on and things change, you change.

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the journey..LOL

Giving you first a Long Passionate Kiss My fingers will unbutton your Blouse and unhook your Bra. Meanwhile I will Kiss and nibble your neck, pausing only to nibble softly on your Earlobes... Reacing your Erect nipples I will tease them to maximum Hardness trailing the tip of my tounge in spirals between both breasts making sure I tickle the sensitive tract between both breasts. By this stage you suddenly realise you are fully naked, as I lay you down and my tounge continues its downward Journey trailing over your tummy and darting into the false passage of your belly button. repositioning my self my tounge will stop over your Mound of Femaleness Breathing in the Heady aroma of your Erotic honey my tounge traces around the opening picking up trickles of the elixar which lies inside, my finger tips previosly busy keeping your nipples hard will now ease open your womanhood allowing me to breathe my warm breath over your now exposed clit before my mouth suddenly envelopes you, tounge delving deep to find the font the honey comes from. flicking your clit so that it stands erect the stimulation builds till you cum in my mouth. drinking deep i keep licking till you cannot stand the stimulation anymore so I rise and Kiss you passionately once more..

Life's a bitch and Love is Complicated!!!



so... any updates.... well.. i got my ears pierced....... i now have a not yet serious relationship with a girl in America.... im still hooked on duyen. and i like christine but i cant get to her..
now? i am very tired..... i cant get any work done... bloody people dont think i have work to do and keep dumping their kids here for me to babysit!! FUCKEN ANNOYING!!! with the yelling and the screaming and the " im hungry" and the i need to go toliet and the im bored and the oops i broke this i broke that.. etc...
i need sleep.. and i feel grumpy... and i cant go out shopping or anything coz dont have money.. ..

Love life... is pretty crappy. um..... sex life? lol.. also pretty crappy... party life? pretty ok....
i wanna talk about something... lately... more guys have been coming up to me more than girls... and i accept.. and now im wondering if i like guys more now? or what. i like guys but i feel that i like girls more..... grr i dont know... too tired and confussed to think..

i say again... lifes a bitch and loves complicated.

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