Discussion

The Daily Telegragh, wednesday, March 29,2006 . talked about canberra is going to pass a same-sex marriage legislation. that means same-sex couples may now be married in canberra.

ok... now we discuss .....
first of all do u agree or go in favour of this legislation?
and.. i was wondering? is it just in canberra? or is it going to be australia wide?, and if its just in canberra, may a sydney sider (people living in sydney) go to canberra , get married, then come back to sydney? (like going to las vegas in other words)???


go ahead and let me know what u think.... oh and please.. if u do have a serious problems with gay people dont reply. i dont want any shit talk. just proper discussion only. if u have something stupid to say. go somewhere else and say it.

-[Pd]-

Want of Love is an Emptiness that Robs the Joy from Life.

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Love is its own reward. to expect something from Love weakens it.

Msg for linda

Linda i went looking for u today....
u somehow knew about it and ran again.

Linda. if u do not come back. or be contactable, i will track u down, and u know i can and will. i dont have time to play games with u linda, i know what ur trying to do, and im catching up. im smarter than u think Linda.

tonight has been ok.. been good. right now its about 2-ish am.. saturday. so yesterday (friday) i went to centre link for my brother, and i was waiting in line and a really pretty (cute kinda pretty) girl stood behind me, i felt nerveous? why? i dunno.... to think of it.. im weird.. someone just stands there and im nerveous.. i dont even know her.. lol... but yea.. lol..it wont be weird if i know and like her.

so that was my highlight of the day and besides talking to 'Gorgeous' which highlights me everytime.

now for the frustrative lowlights. *sigh* Linda.
and Linda if ur reading this. this is how frustrated u have gotten me. VERY!!.
i dont know what to say to u anymore. what do u want from me. basically what do u want. whatever it is. Face It.

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right now i cant identify my feelings.. to anything. my feelings are just mixed, because so many things are happening at once right now, and to be honest.. i dont think i can cope, im trying to cope the best way i can right now. but.. i dont know.

-[Pd]-

Van Biet Yeu Em

van biet la tinh mot doi se chang tim ve
van biet la nguoi voi vang quay buoc di, ta mat nhau roi
van biet ngan lan dung cho, dung hoai dai kho
tinh yeu do xa soi con dau, ma thuong ma mong chi

Sao cho con tim toi
hay biet nho thuong, doi cho
va long xin thoi khong yeu em
vi biet em quen lua doi toi
xin cho thoi yeu em
khi biet em quen loc lua
mot lan ta tim nhau, la di tim dang doi

van biet yeu em roi la tim xot xa
van biet yeu em roi la tim don dau
van biet em quenh roi loi tinh da trao
van biet chia xa, doi chang con co nhau

-[Pd]-

NO EXPECTATIONS,
NO DISAPOINTMENT.

i have done something last night im not so proud of. and to some of u that knows about it... well dont tell anyone else. please. and to the people that are offended or worried and such, i am also sorry..

Pity Love. what do u think of it?. for me? i cant work WITH it. i do admit i have pity love for people.. like i feel sorry for them and such but.. i cant work with it.

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And what happens when someone gives u all the right signs and then when u finally follow them, they turn away? are they trying to play "the chase"?

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Hey i tell u something lol.. this girl i know... her name is Hayle , she and i bonded fine until like... a month ago... she started kinda see me less than before and such so i wanted to know what was wrong so i asked her why she was kinda avoiding me, she told me " I heard from kate that ur bisexual, and i wasnt sure if it was true or not and i dont want to ask you so i was just trying to um stand back a little bit" and i said " i am bisexual. its ok. i dont bite, not unless u want me to." LOL....
she was like..... refussing to accept that im a bisexual LOL... well we got things straight and yea.. lol... we been friends for so long and she didnt know lol.. and me kissing another girl in front of her is just something everyone does right? lol.. *Sarcastically speaking*...

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lol went over to Matt's house last night at like... 1:30 am? lol..he had a party so yea lol.. when the party finished at like... 5 am? people started sleeping lol. me and my friends slept in his room and he came in and wanted to change so.. he took off his top then as he was taking off his pants he said " sorry to disturb .. dont worry i have my boxers on" LOL.. to everyone's shock he didnt have anything underneath at all!!! LMAO but he was too drunk to care lol... and he just walked out of the room naked!! lol.. eventrally he was dressed again ... thank god.
that was um.. entertaning? lol.. but then he was polite so ..

that was a kool party...
oh yeah and i met this girl. at that party and it was pretty kool. she reminded me of.. Helen Tran..if u know who Helen is. which was pretty kool... although this girl drank alot.. and i didnt get her name. she didnt gave me her name or phone number but gave me her home address?????????????????? weird?

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so here i am.. having a hangover and such lol....

-[Pd]-

momented

she comes to find me way too soon and leaves me way too fast for my heart to be anywhere but with the moon, its cold out there and its dark , I'll keep playing a part in this thing until end, all good things have an end, yes they do.

-[Pd]-

childish me

when today started, i thought it'll be a pretty good day with the... me seeing alot of Christine and all but then..
i got really frustrated and pissed off for some reason (not about christine if thats what ur wondering) i dont know what it was about but i got tempered.
and in maths i completely lost it... i cried!! how childish was i!!! i walked out of class and Amanda Do followed and tried to comfort me but i didnt really wanna talk about it. and also i felt really stupid.
Then my friends called i was full crying and upset and that. so they came so i had to stop crying and i had to lie to them that i was having a headache and dont feel well so couldnt talk properly -_-"
I've been under major stress lately and it has effected me alot. well duh!! but yea..
im just kgn'ah'p ioegjuipaodfugpiaerjgaiopjgiopajfgiosjfgiohsdfo'giy oetuiy goiethgo'iehgoi'ehgo'eithg o'iehgioehkxj;shilpruy]0etu9y089u 76]95u-y6wt5j rphjtpriowtm bhpwotuypwtjhpwrjhp *outburst*ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGH ARGH AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH
I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She had something to confess to,
But you don't have the time so look the other way
You will wait until it's over:
To reveal what you'd never shown her
Too little much too late
Can you see that I have needed
Begging for so much more than you could ever give
I don't want you to adore me
Don't want you to ignore me
When it pleases you yeah
And I'll do it on my own
I have played in every toilet but
You still want to spoil it
To prove I've made a big mistake
Too long tryin' to resist it
You've just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world
I'll do it on my own
And I'll do it all by myself
You will never make it

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I won't stand in your way let your hatred grow and she'll scream and she'll shout and she'll pray and she had a name and I won't hold you back let your anger rise and we'll fly and we'll fall and we'll burn no one will recall this is the last time I'll abandon you and this is the last time I'll forget you I wish I could look to the stars let hope burn in your eyes and we'll love and we'll hope and we'll die all to no avail

this is the last time I'll abandon you and this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could

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-[Pd]-

i realised that i put pressure on myself alot. and all on useless things.

where are all the correct answers???

I just want to say that i am very much pissed off today....and there are many reasons why. and the one mostly on my nerves right now is how immature guys can be. mostly in HIGH SCHOOL!!!. YEAR 12!!! -_-" if only i had a weapon.... i would have... or picked up a chair and such and such BUT.. well yea.. i tried not to hurt anyone... coz its in school.... im not that stupid to start or end for that matter a riot in school!!. *sigh*

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Linda Tried to pull a suicidal act .. it was on Sunday.. and she is released from hospital today. -_-"
she doesnt want to tell me why she did it.. but then.. why did she call me when she did it?? does it got anything to do with me?? is that why she called me? i cant figure it out.. i mean like.. i have a clue or my own conclusion.. but i cant be right. its not proven. she wants here there but doesnt tell me why. we arnt that close, i dont even know her. and this may be bad but.. i do feel frustrated and im not as patient as i use to be either.
and another thing i've noticed.. is.. whenever.. someone (within the people i know) suicide... attempt suicide... they almost always call me. is it because im suicidal and they want someone that has been there before?.
I have so many questions to everything.. but true fact is theres is never enough answers for there are questions.
People expect me to have answers for them... but geez man.. im not BOB (back of book / answers located at behind a text book). but then again.. i dont mind helping people with problems or issues they have, just to sit down and talk to them.. face to face. i dont like talking over the phone or net about problems.. i want to be able to feel the connection to be able to talk to them, or read body sign/ language of theirs to understand them..

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and another thing i just need to talk about lol.. myself. i cant talk to like.. a pacific person about this.. it just seems to stupid, so i rather talk.. in general.. lol..

i noticed that the people i meet these days.. are not like u know.. virgins.. lol.. i cant find a decent person. and thats fine... but its like.. they always want more. they just cant settle with hugs and kisses... they just always want more... they cant pace themselves.... they rush and.. i dont want it.. and its like... *sigh*... lets stop there...

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Anyways..... school crushes update...

um.... i would say it would still be christine... i guess lol.. (yr 11 2006)
um... my grade? i dont know im not sure.. i dont think anyone... actually.. this is not a crush but i think Adriana is hot. in a cool way. but still hot lol.(yr 12 2006)
no more..

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i have been eating healthy and badly craving heavy junk food!!! had breaky at mcdonolds on sunday with Helen.. but got really sick after eating um... a hashbrown and a sausage macmuffin... -_-.. which is a good thing right? lol...man i didnt noticed how much oil and stuff...yuck...
been working out for a while now too. my muscles and abs are starting to slowly come back... which is a really good thing!!!

anyhow... this is the end of this... so..
chill out.... i know i should...

-[Pd]-