nothing much has been happening, but still wanted to write so here it is.



as i said, nothing has been happening but i have been thinking alot about all sorts of things, like what you ask? well lets say about all sorts of things, like for example, what would it be like if i would to get married now and have kids in the follow year or two, i've been thinking that because alot of marraige issues came up in my life. but then again, what if i decided that i don't want to get married or if i wanted to marry a girl, what would happen? for one thing for sure is that family will be very disapointed and such.



Another thing i been thinking of is my career, right now i feel as though i might not be as confident in it as i used to be, because i saw myself freak/stressed out when i was under minor pressure and that just shut me down. so now i dont know if i am able to keep myself in this business.



something else i have been thinking of is. well actually thats all i've been thinking of mostly and then i, as me, thought about putting both those thoughts together and i get married and have kids and leave my career, or if i still want to be in the career then i'll just marry a guy in the same career as i am, like my best bud that decided he wants to marry me, see ... thats my simple thinking.



ok, that sounds like stupid thinking, the kind of thinking when im tired of thinking.