Thursday, May 06, 2010

feeling like a lil session of word.



nothing has changed since, like. forever.
...besides that my tolerance isn't so high anymore.
i haven't fixed my problems...
all i been doing is bitching lately, i hate it but. boy, does it feel good.


i hate myself when i have to be, different to how i really feel
i hate that sometimes i say something too harsh and i don't regret it

i hate it when i say something and you don't get it.

i hate it how it's your fault, and you don't know it
i hate it how it's your fault and you blame me

i hate it how you ask me how i feel then shot me down for what i say
i hate how you reuse my words, louder .. as an answer.

i hate how you give me lists of excuses every time, for everything.
i hate how you don't understand your boundaries and where the line is set.

i hate how you're using me without knowing,
i hate how i let you use me, without saying anything.

i hate how little you think,
i hate how much i think

is it worth it anymore?
...because you will never understand,
.....you will never change.