most of the time i don't understand the situation... but im one who accepts things how it is... i don't questions but i feel like i should.
a friend is getting engaged .. or is engaged...
and it makes me miss Matt, a lot... or maybe abit more than a lot.
and it hurts when i miss him.
i often wonder about how life would be if i was with him... it he is still around.
overall, i regret not saying yes. and i miss him.
it's lonely.
...learnt a few facts tonight.... my mind is totally blown, but disappointing.
i don't know why i expect so much from people... we're all the same in one way or another.
been a tough week at work... the bitch is on my back.
my workplace... has the creepiest men i have ever met, and i feel really uncomfortable around them.
im sleepy.
