i let me anger take the best of me...
...then i started blaming everybody else around me.
, but my anger has to be triggered by something from the outside right?... it's not all be..
but i should have been smarter about it and not show it. but if i dont show it than they won't know it.
blah... fuck feelings man... fuck it.
i'm so tired, im so tired of people too....
sometimes i feel alone... then other times i feel like im around a certain person too much and i feel like im in the way and bother them.
i just dont know how to be. i just dont know.