well i rather be out.. but this is fine.
so i'm sippin on tea thinking to myself and decided, why not blog today...
the last couple of weeks has been rough, very rough.
..but i know that not only for me, my friends too.
but for me, it has been stress from work, my mum's health, and crazy psycho ex's ... or just people in general.
people stress me, but i don't think i want to go elsewhere.
so, work.
my project manager (the one who hired me) is a bitch.
she so called, "promoted" me just to make me work more and her work less..no pay rise.
no no, "pending pay rise".
she also hired more people for unnecessary reasons and make me train them, wasting my time.. then yells at me for poor target on my side. stupid bitch. she sits in the office all day on her HUGE ass , being a "project manager" by only looking at statistics and logistics reports that i run, she knows nothing about anything going on for anything, but always commanding.. from the phone.
like, are you fucking kidding me?
i don't mean to or want to blow my own horn... but i am the best she's got.
she pissed me off twice now, i punched a hole in the wall and called her a bitch and i'm still employed. i know what's going on.. and i won't let her take control of me, because if i'm gone then she's fucked.
i am lucky to have my team on my side and especially my team leader, he is really good mate to me now and looks out for me at work as well.
we're starting to hang after work and etc now, his gf use to be jealous until she leant that i like girls. so we're all good now.
..family issues...
my mum is getting more and more weak, i am very upset about it. i try to help as much as i can but i can only do so much... i get very upset. i love her.
there are other things too but i rather not get into that.
...and always having girl/relationship problems..
bridgettes back.. brittneys back... nicky's back...jane's back... iris's back
and new girl at work... and new girl that picked me up...and another one down the street...
AND mum always asks about my ex... i havent seen her for like 3 or 4 years .. and i hate it when she asks about my ex all the time. man i dont know how they are.
maybe its my fault, i loved her so much and i brought her home...
she was the only one i brought home.
ok.. i need to eat.
