I just woke up from a huge hangover .... nah im just kiddin.... but then again i did just wake up.. ohmygod.. that was the worse night ever.... i dont know why its bad... maybe because i dont feel so well when i woke up... i have a backache right now.. i fell of my bed hahaha.... from a pretty weird dream... it was nice at first../ but then it turned around into some sort of horror thing... lol.. i was being chased by some crazy scary guy.. i dont know..now that that come up.. it kinda reminded me of the movie "Freddy 'vs' Jason" lol.. it was kinda like that in my dream.. but then i woke up saying "kool...i mean wt?" lol... ok enough about that.... lets move on.
tonight.. im hoping to go clubbin... just get out for the night.. and maybe if i do go.. i'll write about that tonight too.. lol.. or tomorrow..
neways... im doing some jammin at the moment so yea... my fingers hurt.. =(
havnt played in a long while, very long while.. lol i think i just made up my own song... its pretty catchy too... ...
you know what...? have you ever tried to challage urself so that u could take ur mind of some things and set it on something else?... lol.. i'm trying it at the moment and i dont think its working for me... because i challaged myself to read a book..( and i dont usually read... well besides for english!) and its a huge ass book for me.. its about 610 pages.. and guess whats its about... a CAT!!!! A CAT!!! the book is called "Matthew Flinders Cat" i just had to choose it... out of all the books in the library... -_-`....well cats have a relation to what im trying to put my mind out off..... but then.. it only makes me think more...i mean i dont mind thinking about her... my ex... OHMYGOD shes so unbelieveably unforgetable... period that is... i dont wanna forget her... i still got her picture on my wall... the song i use to sing to her still in my head.. on mind... i mean... " Love is an emotion, not a choice. " right?.. because you dont just go up to some one and go.. hey im going to love you now.. lol.. u'll get slaped? or laugh at... and that aint feel good... lol..ok.. im out for now.. i'll end here...
my quote for this one is....
*Better to have loved and lost,than to have never loved at all*
so rock out peeps...stay kool!!! \m/d[>.<]b\m/ hahaha
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