Monday, November 08, 2004

Abeyance ( dont know what it is? then look it up)

...hm... today was the SC... it was alright... um... yea...
for the last.. few days.... i dont know how to explain it... its like.. intense... crampt.... i dont know.... its so.... ARGH!!!!!!! yea.. um..
i have thing to say... but i dont think its a good idea to say it all on here... hm... yu know what.. im actually not that keen on talking at the moment... not that keen... maybe i will... but.. right now.. not so sure..i got alot on my mind... i um.. what can i really say.. i lost the one i really love... -_-` how more stupid can i get!!!
um... i want to say.. all these things ... to her .. to everybody,.. even to you?..( lol it depends on who u r.. um) well.. if u do know me.. im not the kinda of person that speaks well... i dont really know how to express myself....i.. um.... please.. dont take things for granted... worth it.. make it all worth living for.. and dont let go.. be satisfied.. dont go looking for more(by urself that is)...dont waste your life.. dont waste your love.. and dont everu waste the time.. life and love of the other.. that loves you.. truely......and if u do love them truely.. dont spare it!.. tell them.. keep it.. show them.. omg...!!!!
hm.. i am.. in dept of..... i guess everything,... .... what i mean by that..??? im not that sure.. it just sounds kinda right.. =/... *sigh* what a simple mind i'v got.!!! well.. this simple minded person.. is outta here.. coz if i dont.. in about a minute.. im gonan be saying alot of things that i really shouldnt.....-_-.. so yes,...

Peace out......
Peanut..(too lazy to do me label!!)