I AM A VERY SICK PERSON!!!!!!
last night i dreamt i was at a market and i saw a a family arguing ( mum, dad, lil girl about 10? and a boy about 3 years of age) i saw it... i heard it.. then i saw the boy wonder away.. then i ran up to him grapped him and ran out of the store (with them chasing me) then i cut a corner... and i saw myself chopping and sliching up the kid,.. blood was everywhere!!! then i put it in a bag and continued running. then i woke up vomiting!!! and couldnt get back to sleep.
i sat there for that rest of the night thinking about it and i dont understand why that happened. why would i do that... i love kids. i dont hate people (though people do hate me).. and the family i saw was very familiar to me... i could name the family.. but i wont. this is horrifying!!!! i mean like... if u know me... i have a feel for blood but NOT IN THIS WAY!!! omg... i feel sick as im writting this up.
I Need Help....... my dreams lately... have been really crazy. so scary... violent.. death. etc...... and always waking up vomiting!!!!! (its like ewwwwww lol..) maybe all my horror movies are getting me and joinging it with my reality. is that possible?
