i miss her...... i feeel jealous.... ok the deal is i DO miss and love her!!! but to think of it.. i dont think i want her back with me...this sounds bizar but this is how i feel after like one? whole year maybe more.. of missing her and thinking of her.. n... etc.. that is what i reckon, i have been thinking of her alot lately and its been killing me coz of the fact that i cant get to or with her..and im starting to compare other people with her and its fucken bullshit!!! I AM A FUCKEN RETARD!!!.. why am i stuck on her... what does she have that others dont??!!.i am frustrated... -_-"...
you knwo what?? i and stressed .. i think
well
and u know what? my birthday is coming soon =D.. AND for all ur Kristin Kreuk fans!!( lana lang from smallville,Fiona in eurotrip) she and i (i proudly say) has the same birth day as me ( shes born in 82 me 88) ROFL IN YA FACE!!!!! =D... fucken drink up time ...turning 17 and yet i feel so fucken old!! lol...
um.... bloody school holidays.... its sucks ass... so fucken boring...been drinking too much and fucken babysitting.. ROFL hence... not a very good combination i have here... alwells... i need a gf lol...
um... hi helen,... i know ur reading this .. how you doing,,,,
well anywhos!!! i wanna post more but... dont have anything to talk about so.... laterz peoples!!!
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