so.. its been a while since i updated about myself ... and im sorry for that...
so.. well... life is always hectic for me... currently doing my hsc... and its going ok, could be better.. but then.. everything could be better!! so no point of hoping.. um... i have no idea what im going to do after high school, i didnt even send in my TAFE applications... now its pass due date... -_-" stupid me..
i miss school.... not the work they give out... but generally school... because it gave me someplace to go and meet/ interact with people, and have friends. and also get me out of my house.
my love life is also in hectic mode. too much to handle. so many mixed emotions towards different people, i am currently with someone that doesnt seem to be official, i feel like i am interested in another and i dreamt that i was with someone else. i just cant decide on who i really really want!!!. complicated isnt it. but thats the way it is..
theres also this girl in yr 8 i think..... that keeps following me around and its making me really uncomfortable, like i see her EVERYWHERE!!! its really freaking me out and she walks around like she wants me to notice her, which makes me think shes strange and weird. i dont know what her intention is but right now shes freaking me out. i also kinda asked around about her so i can know what im dealing with and seems like... everyone that knows of her think shes a freak and such.. so.. err..
um.. i have not been sleeping for a total of exactly 2 weeks!!! turns out im in some sort of stress that overwhelms my system and my brain and not let me function properly, i am now on some sort of medication to relax my system. and the doc told me to get out and hang out... i mean like DUDE... no one to hang with,.. everyone is doing hsc!! everyone's busy and no money to go out. -_-"
um.. what else to talk about....
oh yea... have u heard of "joystick, or Dj joystick"?.... he/she or they have captured my full attention on music.. im so fasination with the sounds they produce, its a electronic/pop/RnB type music. u should listen.
umz... im so hungry
i feel so unhappy!!!
-[Pd]-
