so... whats up you guys?
lol..
just updating... but hm... what to say...

well just had a dramatic ep... went to the hospital and stayed there for um.. 2nights.. but im fine now..

went out with nicky again today, vivian also came along.. it was nicky's nephew(s)'s birthday parties today .. so it was like a kids party lol... at a park very far from where i live lol.. but really nice there, also got to met her family!!... lol.. i felt it was too soon to met family.. but did it anyways lol.. but the great thing is that they are a kool bunch.. realllllly realllly kool bunch lol.. i wish my family is like that lol..

i think hanging out with nicky is actually easing my stress and im able to sleep now...because i noticed that everytime i see her or have a really long conversation with her then i sleep that night..and pretty well as well.

i dont know where or what kind of relations nicky and me are having or heading..

Marilyn went home last night... yup... flew all the way back..to america.. i think i disapointed her abit with her stay here.. didnt have THAT much time with her.. i think i take a trip in return to see her... i feel so bad...

hm.. work has been really hectic... not allowed to work at the moment.... they wont let me!!.... i told them that i am fine... but they just wont let me.. so i dont know whats going on at work... ARGH!!... thats why i had a day off and went out with nicky lol..

um.. hi helen.. i know your reading this.. so i'd just thought i'd say hi.. lol

wellp.. this be it for this post.. take care!!

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