well, hello there.... long time no see.

my friend and i went to a birthday party the other night, and we were just talking about it because we have been continuously tagged in the photos... anyways... we were just talking about it, and she started to point out what i was doing or how i acted at the party ...
especially when i was around my ex.. and or when i was around this girl i had my eye on.

when i was around my ex.... i seemed to have spoken more....
hm, OK... i see where that is going... i mean of course because i felt nervous and a bit awkward at the same time...

and when I'm around the girl i had my eye on(the birthday girl's cousin, and never met her before and she is pretty so i was interested)... i was more charming and straight forward, she told me i was really straight out or in other words.... talked too direct and too fast into things,
hm... i don't know if she was trying to tell me if it was a good thing or not.
i didn't or don't realise what i do when meeting someone...
i wasnt even trying to get her... i was just normal... with a few smiles here and there, btu she was there alone so i jsut wanted to talk to her and my friend said it was really obvious that i liked her, and now im wondering if everyone could seen that.

hm, work has been abit ok... i have been live streaming to america because i cannot be there...
other than that.. its pretty quiet around here...

the weather for today and yesterday.... was and still is screaming hot... it so hot that i cant get to sleep, my house does not have air-conditioning... and the fight for the fans are always tough so i dont bother, im sitting on a leather seat... and my butt is boiling...

i am super tired..... so i am going to try to sleep... sorry that this post isnt so interesting... i figured that i left you for too long.. and so yea, sorry again guys.

cheers.

-[Pd]-