errr coz?
...well, i don't know...
nothings been happening besides heaps of people being sick.... the kids are sick and the family is sick... friends are sick.... basically everyone.
been hanging out with buddy Shane a lot more lately...took him to try yum cha, though disappointed because we didn't consume much... apparently it was too early for us to eat (12:30 in the afternoon...he just woke up and i just don't eat yet.. or much at all), went to pho the other day.. also bumped into Nicky and hung out with all three for the day, went over Nicky's to fix her computer connections.
i miss her usually.. but hanging out with her, being with her makes me realised how much more i miss her and how much more she matters in my life and how i feel.
seems like Bridgette is back in my life, in what way? i have no idea.. i figured not to think too much on that one and just let it flow.. i gave up on trying and she doesn't seem to like to take me seriously so why not just have some fun and let it flow right?.
....sigh... i miss cooper... only messaged twice with her since she left.... hope shes having a blast though.
the kids stuck the photos cooper and i took together on my monitor and in my wallet because they asked me and also said " do you miss cooper?, i stuck her photo on your computer tv(monitor) and your wallet so when you miss her you can look at her picture where ever you go.".
..cute.
is it possible to make or agree on a date without realising? because i think i did last night.. i thought it was just a friendly hang out or meet up.. but the way she spoke about what she'll do and etc really leans more towards a date...
the thing is, i don't want to go if its considered a date... because i just do not feel for her that way.
i met her once before and i didn't like how she was.. a smoker and a bit of rusty.
though i hope she changed her ways... been talking to her and it sounds like she is more down to earth now with a settled mind, hope she quit smoking too.
its now too late to pull out of it now, meeting her next week.
she even remembers where i live and she isnt from this area, and she only drove me home once, she either has a good memory or shes kinda nuts.
that reminds me.. i need to make a roadtrip to find out where cooper lives.. i promised to find out where she lives before she comes back from her holiday...
i'm pretty sure i explained why...
anywho... catching up with some close friends tomorrow night and looking forward to it... since its been an epic fail to get it together!!!!.... *sigh*.. i miss them dearly but it never works out.
-[Pd]-
