so, a couple of nights ago...me and my lovely friends went for dinner.
there was no dress code, just if you are wondering....(yes, i find it funny and odd when people dress alike without knowing, but then it is even more odd and funny when they do it intentionally- you know those couples..-.... maybe it's the style trend... so there's basically no other option.)
it has been a hell of a long time since we all got together as a group, i miss it.
i don't know why i keep going to that restaurant, it is so bad.. the food and the service, but i keep going back... well, maybe because there is no where else local to go at that time of night and always end up there.
the picture there... is at the end of our meal and as you can see, non of us finished our food.
chatted to cooper last night, she is Singapore now.. i can't believe she's been gone for almost a month... she's having an awesome time. ^_^, I'm expecting pictures... she sent me a picture last night but she edited her sister out... so i couldn't be bothered anymore...
we're just mucking around.. she'll show me proper pictures when she comes back.
nothing else has been happening much,
I'm trying to deal with my health...
and I'm not playing around much anymore.. though i feel like Bridgette is somewhat trying to get back in my life, like she regret leaving in the first place, and trying to do whatever to try to make up for it and to stay. She is still in Queensland.. though she flies back often to see me and started buying me things... cooking for me again, calls/text me often...
i don't know how to be around/towards her.
I'm not looking for a fling anymore... i want something real, but it's hard to find someone real.
just, re-formatted my computer yesterday and it's been running good, nice and light.
i hate that my computer is so public.. people just sit and use it whenever and do whatever without thinking... even if they don't know what it is or don't know the net at all, they just sit around clicking every single random thing they see and just infest my computer with a whole population of random viruses. frustration.
discovered, Zee Avi.... and i am totally in love.
her music, her words... melts around me.
her music shows how beautiful simple music can be, and her voice is just incredible.
in line with, with Angus and Julia Stone, Jason Mraz, Gabe bondoc.
my brother wants to keep a rabbit.
I'm not sure if I'm ready for another pet... my dad caught some birds in the backyard and now they are his pets.. my brother already has fish... and my place has a random cat...
if anything, I'd like a dog...either a Jack Russel or a big dog, but they are so active and energetic, and I'm not so much, but it's hard to move on from pep, i love her so much. i don't want the same thing to happen again...
poor animals.
... I've been watching these "make-up" clips and my mum walked in while i was watching one and i felt that she was proud of me... thinking " FINALLY!!".. but sorry mum.. I'm not going that way..
i like watching girls get ready and put on make up (not literally put on make up, i always like the naturals best.. just the taking care of themselves thing)...
i watch the girls get ready for me, so fine and beautiful and i always look like i just rolled out of a washing machine, i feel bad for them to have to be with me... but i dress how i feel, and i like to be comfortable, so i dress comfortable. simple.
-[Pd]-
