i just tried explaining this to cooper, she got it but still confused.
my trans-gender fascination is floating around..
and i was trying to explain to cooper that.. if i could pick my guy to my desire, like to marry and make babies with...
i'd pick a trans guy (not sure if the baby thing is going to be easy but yea..).
and by trans guy i mean FTM (female to male)
(technically, after the process of the change they are not named trans-gendered any more, but fall under heterosexual)
and to make it clear that.. if its forever, its about the mind.. the body is a bonus.
anyway,
why i pick a trans guy is for his personality really...
i like the tomboy personality from a girl... in a boy.
when a guy is a guy, i dont feel like they understand as much as i would like them to, i'm not saying everyone is the same, it's just i think its hard to find the perfect one.... and my perfect one is probably alot to ask for, complicated even.
but i like... the boy mind from a girl.... in a boy..
i dont want a girly boy.
i dont want a boyish girl.
i dont want a lesbian confused boy either.
i like my girls to be girls, and i want my boys to care and not be gay about it.
confused? i know it's complicated.
also, i've been asked again... because i have been so into this whole trans thing...
do i wish to change....?
no, i don't wish to change, i just respect what they do...
i think it's brave, it's brave for them to do something about it, to find happiness by changing mankind, the world. their world.
there are difference for being gay , bi , lesbian , trans.
and no, i dont think its a choice,
i think it just takes realisation.
(how did you know when you are straight? did you decided to be straight? did you try to kiss that boy/girl to see if you didnt like it? no.)
most people don't get what the difference are between them,
bi-sexual is when you are attracted to both female and male.
gay and lesbian is being attracted to the same gender.
trans-gender is when your gender mind and your gender body does not match.
i am a bi-sexual.
not to lie.... some people use this transition for the wrong, for the silly, for the ugly.. and i fucking hate it, it's disgusting.
i think its disgusting that the world still has not yet to recognise the gays , lesbians, bi-sexuals and trans of the world.
i would like to marry the person i love, and you can't help who you fall for. it's not the gender, but the person themselves.
and i think allowing man to marry objects , anime characters, pillows, cats /animals, and girl marrying her dead bf's spirit... is ridiculous. fucking ridiculous.
..ahhhh mind overload.
