i feel lost , i feel rage.
i thought about it, and i don't think anyone reads this anymore...
but i don't care... ok i lied, i do.. just a little bit though, my place to rage.
to explode.
i don't feel like i can freely talk to anyone lately, though i wouldn't know what to say when i get a chance... maybe after 3/4 way to pass out.
i haven't had a drink in a while and i think it's safer that way... too many medications and i have been way too depressed and that I'm afraid i might drown myself in alcohol or just turn to it whenever something happens.
depression... i have been way too low, i try to seek for comfort but i'm too chicken to ask for it so i just sit back and be quiet...
.pathetic.
