but nothing is happening?
i feel that way right now.
the weekends are the worse for me, a bunch of people come over and mess up my shit, be noisy, eat my food and get drunk and default make me drive them home.
i'm just sitting here waiting for an opportunity to get out of this house, waiting for someone ( that is not family) to say HEY thats hang.
i don't want to ask all the time, i know people get annoyed and some have work or is tired from work. i guess im lucky that i have weekends off.
people be telling me to relax.. why do you want to go out all the time for.. its a weekend and you dont have work so relax..
yea, relaxing isn't a thing that my family knows about... they dont leave me alone.
there are always people, noise, and chores.
i heart my family but they don't know the meaning of " please let me sit down for two seconds".
i'm tired of being the little one that gets bossed around.
what if i go out and get drunk and make them pick me up, at any hour of the day.asap.
every couple of days.
i just want to go out.
i need to move out.
