Tuesday, January 04, 2005

The Waiting Game or the is it an act of Insane .

Life is filled wif waitin, waitin for a bus, waitin for someone to call you, waitin for someone to reply to you on the net or just plain waitin for the rite person to just pop down from heaven. So are they designed to make us wait n go insane? Hah ive being waitin my whole life, waitin for the bus, waitin for people to call me, waitin for people to reply to me ova the net, waitin for people to send me music and of course for that special someone….. Honestly its amazin how people can wait n not go insane… We are an impatient lot, “askin mum where my food or I’ll click it”, but then waitin for these other lil things but takin it easy. If we realli realise how much things we were waitin for, are we realli goin to go crazy… This is one of the weird things I notice about us humans, we are weird n interestin lot. I remember ages ago, me n my ex gf, were at the snow, ahaha it took me about 6 hours to finally find the confidence to talk to her!!! I can tell she was peed off, but luckily tim tams helped her calm down cause it took me so long….. Well mayb she wasn’t that peed off but I can tell by her relief that she being waitin a long time for me to talk…. I remebered I was by the kitchen table just fully lookin at her like as if my eyes were peeled to her, it was weird but I seriously duNo how she could of waited for me…. N it took me quite a while to ask her out toO .. weird … How come we want girls/guys to talk to us like as soon as possible, but we are want to wait as long as possible to ask talk to them, we are bunch of wierdos…. Like you should notice things like that….. Mayb it will make you a waitin yet patient person and realise the stupidity of it…. As humans we have to learn to be patient, in the Christianity, patience is seen as a gift from God himself, as u can see, to some people Christianity is seen as a gift. I Guess if people take more notice of patience mayb they realise that mayb it is a benefit to their own lives, try to imagine all the times uve being impatient, now try to think of a way so that u could of done to prevent your action of being impatient…. How whacked does it feel, u realise that somethin like that so easy could of being done to prevent u from chuckin a fit. Well i dunNo where I got this thought from but, it realli interested me so I decided to rite it down…. Heres another thought, I was at this party ages agO and this person kept on persistin to get this girls numbers, this one was a nice person n onli talks to girls/guys if “she” realli likes them. Sorry no names, n yes its me =-P …. Alrite well I wanted to talk to this girl like woah, shes the nicest girls n most cutest girls I eva seen, she was realli easy to talk to… She kinda of not took notice of me at first like first we just said heLLo a couple of times n she didn’t realli take me notice of me that much. When I finally had the confidence to actually drag her out and talk to her, she finally showed interests, but then again its was onli a short convo. N then she was like lets dance n then we kept dancin but then I walked back to my seat. After that we didn’t talk… I Waited that whole nite for her, realli weird man …. But my patience was like on boarderline and it looked like I didn’t have the HAPPY MOOD for the party anymore. So I decided to just stare into the sky to the state of nothin’ ness. But just before the party ended she just came up to me out of the blue, I was like hey, “in my most depressin voice!!” n shes goes u look like your havin fun in a very sarcastic voice, it cracked me up. I was like u had fun n she was like yeh, n famously she ask for my number … WoaH =- ), we never went out which was ashame but we good friends now. Imagine if I had patience and enjoyed the party. How mad of a day would of that being!!! …. Being at party, had fun, got a girls number…. WoaH, guess patience is needed to have a good life and time …., n its cool, I know that life gotta be filled wif patience n to be enjoyed, ive applied to this one moment so I can live life to the fullest… I duNno u learn from the people u like… so its cool …..
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