hey.. um.. i just want to take a moment here to tell you guys that... a couple of days ago.. well last week.. i found out by the hospital that i am sick.... my health is not good. i dont want to say how or what is wrong with me... im just sick. and i know its a consquence... but hey.. i lived my life.... and what am i going to do for the rest of it... they told me that i wont be around longer than about a few years(i dont want to tell it).. not unless i take care of myself that is... like treatments... etc... but.. its fine with me.. i excepted it... ^_^... i dont know if u are.. but i am.. and did. and i also have mentally problems...... so thats physical and mental issues for me... =/.... not coping that well right now... i want to tell all these "pacific people" but it hit me... they dont want to hear me.. nor talk to me.. so i wont bother... they can find out another way. no use me popping infront of their face...... so.. yea.. thats it.... for now...
cya.
