i am a dump of trash... lol.. and i think that other people are too gooooooood for me...... true or not.... im thinking it... and admitting it.. lol... whenever i write in here... something has happened lol.. as u can tell.... so something has happened.. lol.. MYGOD..... BLOODY OUTRAGES lol.. i feel like im over doing myself here.. um.. theres not much i can say right now but OH MY GOD...... lol..
have u ever... felt so bad in ur life that u just want to shut yourself off and fall? right now... currently speaking.. i am feeling that. im so tired with all these games in life... geeezus im ready to go. but then.. i still have things i want to say to people.. so im not going before i do so.
its late right now... and im just sitting here thinking ... how the hell am i going to talk to them. how the hell am i going to do it.i want to know.like... now would be nice.. omg.. so many things have been happenening so fast.. im feeling the rush!!!. but then i reckon i like the rush lol.. because i find myself looking for the rush all the time... and i just had one hahahaha XD.. hectic.. and also STUPID... hey but i got nothing else better to do but look for the rush..
oh and about my health thing i dont know what i want to do.because all these times.. of me wanting to leave in the first place... now is my chance..^_^... MY FREE ONE WAY TICKET TO PARADISE.... lol.... if it is paradise that is..
