Wednesday, September 28, 2005

expressing myself.

you know what drives me crazy the most right now?
my family. know why? because.
because they think they could do EVERYTHING they want. its like their invinsible. it makes me sick..... and today the most thing that drives me crazy is my bro.he felt sick today... so i help him out u know... get himsomething to eat...and such.... and have u noticed that every guy.. when they are sick.. the whole friggen world has to know? MY GOD!!!! fa out ... its like.... he friggen lay around the house repeatedly saying " oh.. i dont feel too good.. i think im gonna vomit... wow im spinning out" then he goes hey do this for me do that for me.... its like FUCK OFF MAN!! let me be. and the other thing is.... when they ie family gets pissed off.. they do all these shits like kick the door.. etc.. and no one says anything.. and when i do say something its like.... "what... so what... i can do whatever i want" blah blah blah... then when i do it.. its like their out to get me... its like i just killed someone and running from the police!!! bloody hell give me a fucken break!!! *sigh* far out i cant do anything in this family..... and yet at the same time i do everything!!!*sigh* omg do u know how that feels? my fam thinks i dont do anything... all they think i do is... use the net to chat.. watch tv , eat and sleep all day. but far out i do alot more than that.. more like everything.... wash dishes.... provide and cook food. clean the house. PAY FUCKEN BILLS!!!! plan financally..... FUCK i do alot. and its all major as well.
FUCk i cant even sleep in...... and u know what the sick thing is.... i find this disturbingly dispecable (i dunno how to spell it lol sorry) this is the one thing one how they think i will wake up by..... " hey wake it its 9:30 ...i got food if u wake up" FUCKEN HELL just coz im fat doesnt mean i want food!!! and another thing is when they say the time... lets say its 10:o0 right now... well they say its 1:00.... doesnt that piss you off???? it pisses me off. everything pisses me off..

WELL now thats out of my system ^_^.......
im allllllll mostly good now lol... thanks for reading lol....

laterz... ~[Pd]~

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