To my sweetest Kristine.

You, my girl, are the greatest in the world. I don’t know how life is going to be now that your gone, I wish that death hasn’t caught up to you yet and I’m hating myself for not being there more for you than I have, I know u needed me but I wasn’t thinking that it would be this bad. I’m so sorry. I am so sorry that I’m such a bad person and not being there for you.. u have always been there for me through everything, all I can do now is cry even that cant do anything, yet I’m still doing it. I hope where ever you are girl.. please be careful and safe and most of all enjoy yourself. I prayer for you. If only I could hold on to you right now things would be so great. But I can’t because your gone. You are so beautiful. I miss you so much. And it hurts so badly.
I remember the last conversation we had a few hours before you left. It feels like I lost a part of me I thought we would be there till the end, but the end ended too fast, I don’t know what to do. I always thought that I was the one that protects you from everything absolutely everything but I am wrong and I realized that u were the one that protected me. I remember when u use to be mine way back in the days… but I was too young to love u right. So we let go of that and be friends, close friends we became over the years I guess I don’t need to tell u that ^_^ life was so great with u around.. now? It just hurts so much. Why is life so crazy…. Well or is it just me… I don’t know but with ever it is I don’t like it. I feel so empty so shaky all the time and so many sleepless nights. I failed all my exams. All of them. I try to smile but only for a while it stays. I’m not blaming you I’m just saying how much this has impact me. I cherish you girl, and all the times we had together. I think I’m just blabbing not but.. but all I want to say is that I love you sweety and I will always remember you and remember all the things u have told me. So where ever u are girl…. R.I.P. I prayer for you.

Lots of love… from me Nhi Tran.






On other notice….

Things are pretty much crazy. Failed all my exams, I care but at the same time I don’t care. I keep seeing Duyen for some reason seriously I don’t know if it a sign or just coz it happens… and I had a sudden eye contact from Sara I didn’t know if she smiled or doing this = to me. So I dunno… im trying not to think too much at the mean time.
Oh yea.. and the guy that I met.. I gave up on him.. also the girl.. I don’t feel like getting with anyone at the moment. I just want to sit here and not think. But lately.. I have been thinking.. is yr7 and yr11 a big difference? Is it wrong? A yr 7 and yr11 getting together… well answer me on that…
Hm… whoa this whole thing took me 3 hours so far to write lol…
I recently contacted my g’sis (aka godsis) over in Belgium and u know what I found out..? she and Nancy knows each other…( ok recap nancy is a girl I met in Belgium and dated ( not serious though) for a long period of time. And I may have mentioned her somewhere in one of my blog article), it kinda took me by surprise lol… of course, and Nancy told my g’sis everything that happened.. and now im not so proud of it -_-“. Um… oh yeah hey calls a shout out to the roxy crew and jay’s crew and also mine lol.. and also the dancers!!!!!!

School SUCKS but then,…… actually yea it sucks. Fail all exams. Even tough lol.. I did fail for math… my teacher wants me to move up ROFL… funny guy!!!.. man I so want to leave school but I cant because the pressure of parents, the only reason they want it is coz they want to show of to their friends “ oh my kids are great they are so smart they in uni “ blah blah blah….. well I cant say that about all parents… coz some just wants them to have a good future.

Um. Gee this is long…. Well forgive me coz I haven’t updated for awhile.
OH YEAH !!!! AHAHAHAHAH SYDNEY SWANS WON THE FIGGEN AFL GRAND FINALS !! and I also made $500 from it lol… coz I won the bet ROFL… lol… now isn’t that KooL or what?!! WOOOOOOOOWHOOOO lol… SWANIES!!!!
*ahem*

well I guess that’s it. Now that took 3 hours and 20 mins to write up lol…
so long guys…
peace out wherever you are

~[Pd]~