the day might turned out well but tonight isnt going well at all!!!!
I am so Friggen pissed off now!!!

nice sunday

Today is a pretty good day ^_^ thanks to hanging out with Helen.. which i havent done since a very long while ago!!! didnt do much but it was good. we ate... listen to music.. and Amy Tran came over.. went liverpool.. they were looking to buy something... then ate again.. and went back to Helen's.. Amy went home, i stayed for like another.. 10 mins.. then went home. and now here i am.
truth be told.. i miss the feeling hanging out with Helen...well the four people gang.. Helen Tran , Sara Lam, cynthia Lee and me,Nhi lol... but unfortunatly.. we splited .. well was a "gang" we splited coz sara and i have a lil tiny problem that send us all apart.. now Sara isnt talking to me. alwells.. easy come easy go... *sigh*
But the point is. I miss it. *weep*

and now.. SERIOUSLY!!!! i am getting SO FRUSTRATED!!! *blush* sexually frustrated lol.... seems so silly saying this. but yes this is true... seems silly but aint in denial.

the weather is good today lol...
Basically i enjoyed today ^_____^"

laters peoples!!

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confussion

I think I'm loosing my control over my sexual horizon!!! LOL.. that sounds wrong... but what i mean is.. i cant, not look or feel some sort of feeling over someone...
Today i went to the library to "study" or do my home work. but i was heavingly distracted by this... girl (older than me), she walked in like.. 15 mins after me. and the thing that actually made me noticed her was the.. well her smell... lol the sense of her smell. it was so good. i dont even know if that whole thing makes sense lol... please .. stick with me.. im very.... floaty floaty at the moment..
well anyways back to it.. yea.. she sat there... and the smell was like.. filling up the room and i was so distracted by her i had to move around.. so i walked around the library and such.. then came back.. tried to do my work again.. but STILL COULDN'T!!! ARGH i felt like i was loosing my mind lol.. felt silly lol.... then like.. 3 hours later then i left.. called matt to pick me up... and we had to turn around to go home.. and the red lights at woolsworths... red light. THERE she was again!!! lol... i fully went crazy LOL... and matt was like... What the fuck is wrong with you lol...
its like.. she was pretty... not pretty as in "hot" but pretty decent.. and that smell.. do u know the first perfume that britney spears produced? yea .. its not like i havent smelt that smell before... but i dont know.. this time was different!!! i dont know how but it is... was.. and i just totally lost control over myself...
i am now filled with frustrating confussion and feel really... over myself .. LOL

well..... thats what u want to share..
Later peeps!!

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i just want to say that im pretty disapoint in alot of people right now. i dont expect much.. i dont know maybe its the way i treat other people..but i am disapointed .. in general.
for me to actually say that im disapointed in people on here.. is pretty big.. its up to the point where i cant take it anymore!!!.

..?.. noticing stuffs..?..

so.. yet another day is going to end!!!

i just only noticed today that i am kinda after girls that are taken. other words.. i am currently likeing girls with a partner... bfs...gfs. whatever..
its pretty useless really. but i notice them so... thats how the story goes..

oh yea.. and another thing im finding Adriana pretty attractive.. maybe because of the last time i mentioned her.. but i noticed that she looks at me quit alot.. and i dont know why, keep thinking i have something on my face or something.she makes me nervous!!. =S. but then again.. i think shes hot. LOL.

um.. my mood today.. i would say it is nerve racking!!! jumpy jumpy me ...

well i found myself on the spot of thinking of Duyen again.. i dont really know what that means by this stage. is it worth it? to just always think of her .. take a breath then smile? am i just wasteing effort to smile? to cry? to even think?. what do we know. i mean like.. she could be with someone else by now and im just here. lonely. by myself. just thinking.

dot dot dot.

I'm pathetic -_-"

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This is CHRISTINE HUYNH.. the one i kept talking about for some time now and yea u asked me post a pic so here it is.. CUTE isnt she ^_^!!!..

anything else?

Am i the god of my life? if so then why cant i control it properly? and if not then who or what is controlling me? are u.. the people around me controlling me?.
how is love controlled?. love is a complicated thing to me and i dont really get it.how i feel is how i feel. and it confusses the heck out of me.

Christine is really starting to grow on me.. it feels so good but yet feels so wrong.
i want to explain that but i cant... its not like i have an issue and something is stopping me from saying .. i just dont know how to say it .. LOL

" you cant be wise and in love at the same time"!!!

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Katherine Moennig

Katherine Moennig is who i idolise right now!! she is a tomboy which is why one of the reasons i like her lol. shes just generally KOOL!!!!!!!!!

nancy

For all u people that keep asking me who or how Nancy looks like. well thats her. thats the most recent picture of her.. well she looks better than that but yea..

the innocents can never last.

on saturday 24th of september 2005, my dearest friend, Kristine, has past away.
and In memory of that, i miss her.





last night. well yesterday. i was joy rideing on my motor bike. and stupid thing was i wasnt wearing my helment!!!! i sliped on muddy ground at a very fast speed, fell off and hit a tree. my head bleed and i think i may have broken a rib?.. maybe.... but it hurts alot. (aka i wasnt wearing protective gear) stupid me.
um.. im still hurting this morning... also feeling really crappy.

u know what else... im single right now... and it sucks lol... but im trying my hardest to STAY SINGLE this year.. so i can focus on my studies... but its not going that well. the more i try.. the more i want.. then i go off to seek then i realise and its like " oh.. im doing it again" so i stop and i want more and i want something at least to be a sub. but yet i dont want to be that way.(get me?)

I'm desparate? LOL never thought i'd say that...

peace ya'll
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mini say

u know what i find attractive? girls , while they put on lip gloss or stick or whatever. thats hot. well of course it is.. i only just noticed that i think thats hot now. coz in english class, a girl name adriana? i think. yea.. she sits in front of me and she puts on lip gloss, i dont know if i say that coz its well adriana but the whole process and the time it takes... its hot. lol..

im beginning to notice people around me more.. and not so much on myself lol.. which is kooL.

and u know what else? im beginning to really like christine.

*wines* why must i hit this sort of hormonic times.. right now... i should be studying and not think too much on the sexual horizon!!!! LOL

anyways... later peeps
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