on saturday 24th of september 2005, my dearest friend, Kristine, has past away.
and In memory of that, i miss her.
last night. well yesterday. i was joy rideing on my motor bike. and stupid thing was i wasnt wearing my helment!!!! i sliped on muddy ground at a very fast speed, fell off and hit a tree. my head bleed and i think i may have broken a rib?.. maybe.... but it hurts alot. (aka i wasnt wearing protective gear) stupid me.
um.. im still hurting this morning... also feeling really crappy.
u know what else... im single right now... and it sucks lol... but im trying my hardest to STAY SINGLE this year.. so i can focus on my studies... but its not going that well. the more i try.. the more i want.. then i go off to seek then i realise and its like " oh.. im doing it again" so i stop and i want more and i want something at least to be a sub. but yet i dont want to be that way.(get me?)
I'm desparate? LOL never thought i'd say that...
peace ya'll
-[Pd]-
