Am i the god of my life? if so then why cant i control it properly? and if not then who or what is controlling me? are u.. the people around me controlling me?.
how is love controlled?. love is a complicated thing to me and i dont really get it.how i feel is how i feel. and it confusses the heck out of me.

Christine is really starting to grow on me.. it feels so good but yet feels so wrong.
i want to explain that but i cant... its not like i have an issue and something is stopping me from saying .. i just dont know how to say it .. LOL

" you cant be wise and in love at the same time"!!!

-[Pd]-