I think I'm loosing my control over my sexual horizon!!! LOL.. that sounds wrong... but what i mean is.. i cant, not look or feel some sort of feeling over someone...
Today i went to the library to "study" or do my home work. but i was heavingly distracted by this... girl (older than me), she walked in like.. 15 mins after me. and the thing that actually made me noticed her was the.. well her smell... lol the sense of her smell. it was so good. i dont even know if that whole thing makes sense lol... please .. stick with me.. im very.... floaty floaty at the moment..
well anyways back to it.. yea.. she sat there... and the smell was like.. filling up the room and i was so distracted by her i had to move around.. so i walked around the library and such.. then came back.. tried to do my work again.. but STILL COULDN'T!!! ARGH i felt like i was loosing my mind lol.. felt silly lol.... then like.. 3 hours later then i left.. called matt to pick me up... and we had to turn around to go home.. and the red lights at woolsworths... red light. THERE she was again!!! lol... i fully went crazy LOL... and matt was like... What the fuck is wrong with you lol...
its like.. she was pretty... not pretty as in "hot" but pretty decent.. and that smell.. do u know the first perfume that britney spears produced? yea .. its not like i havent smelt that smell before... but i dont know.. this time was different!!! i dont know how but it is... was.. and i just totally lost control over myself...
i am now filled with frustrating confussion and feel really... over myself .. LOL
well..... thats what u want to share..
Later peeps!!
-[Pd]-
