.... how do people i dont know, know me?....

today. two girls. diferent grade, different events/time.. came up to me and told me that they like me... one in yr9 she told me in roll call. and the other one yr8(she scares me) told me at lunch..
yesterday.. my cousin's friend as her if this girl and i were going out in school... and within the last week, alot of people contacted me. now.. i dont know if this is a joke.. but if it is.. please stop it. its freaking me out.!!!. -_-"



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lately... i've just been wanting to scream. just scream. i dont want to say anything to anyone, i just want to scream. been really frustrated and i dont know.. just not out there anymore.. even some of my friends and my english teacher picked up my attitude...

i just dont want to talk to anyone about it.. because i dont know how to talk about it.
i want someone to spend time with and just have fun and relax.. but the one i want to do that with... has thier own problems and pretty busy and i dont think she would have time for me.
there are people there for me but yet i still feel lonely.
i feel separated.


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Kristine i miss you , dearly. i wish u have never gone.








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