hm.... today was a pretty confussing and intensed day..
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umz... i was thinking the other day... about .. well.. pretty much about everything and i had the strangest image in my head about a dead girl...i didnt know what it meant but it was pretty outrageous.. with i find interesting..
i dont know but .. to me.. right now my mind seems very outrageous.. like.. i could grow up to be a serial killer or something.. i just so many imageous and ideas, its not funny!!....
im distracted....
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umz.. recently been thinking of duyen again for some reason.. ever since thao brought her up i couldnt stop thinking of her.. but i cant blame her for that.. i'v always thought about her and thao just 'helped' me realise it. -_-"
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i just have all these thoughts in my head, about everything and i dont know how to ... idenify?... or sort out what im thinking and the troubles..problems im having with it.. i cant even find the joy within it all.
something is distracting me, but i dont know what it is. i want something.. thats all i know..
im hungry?
i want a drink?
i want a smoke,drugs?
i want a partner? a friend?
i want a new life?
i want sex?
i want to kill?
i want a career? job?.. succeed?
i want to die?
i dont know??!! there is just something.. that something missing.
i simply just dont know.
-[Pd]-
