today.... i had an pretty good day.... so far.. and i say so far because when something good happens theres will always be a bad thing preparing to jump in ya face lol...
BUT im feeling pretty good at this very moment.
and all i did was went out with my nephew Jeremy and met up with Helen for coffee.........
um... but then i still need to deal with stupid promotioners!! ARGH they piss me off....... but right now im feeling calm so im not going to go there.
um.... i maybe should give up my career path for now to focus on my studies so i can fall back on and my friends... i know that some of my friends need me around right now because shitty things have been happening.. and yea.. maybe i should put a hold on my career.. but then.. if i want to get anywhere with this job then i really need this promotion with all these stupid people.. and promotion doesnt come cheap and around lots.. and if i miss this promotion... then i think i need to start all over again, with a new style.. *aiya* business world is so frustrating and hard.
i am trying to organise myself.. and postponding my promotion... but i really dont want to miss out on it.... grrr... but i need to study right now... even i know that.. lol... obviously. plus i got my whole life to promote myself.... -_-"
but then.. all i want is to be there for my friends right now... and try to gather myself together... lately i'v been a mess!!.... *sigh* and after i saw duyen the other day... i've been in a bigger mess!!...
umz.... yea..... i dunno what to do.... but i just want to enjoy this moment as its is..... lasting..... so.. i hope at least for the rest of the night.. nothing pisses me off...
-[Pd]-
