hm.. today has been a long long day.... a long day of nothing really...
i was suppose to go to the moon festival with Nicky and the kids....and i was looking forward to it for the whole week.... but it didnt turn out too well.. mainly because i didnt get to go to the moon festival with Nicky and the kids..
its been raining non-stop really... and the kids had to stay at home (their home) i guess so they wont get sick... so no kids.... and i thought, ok thats fine... at least i get to have some alone time with Nicky... but, she ended up, not making it.. because she had a friend that was feeling upset and she had to comfort her.
it was a situation, i cant talk about.... but i should have been more understanding.... i mean like.. i do understand.. very clearly in fact... i just cant help the way i feel, you know... so i behaved abit argo towards her because i just couldnt wait anymore and did miss out on the moon festival (which turned to be shitty),.... but apologised as well....
but that wasnt the point, i really was looking forward on spending time with her, and to have to wait the whole week plus the whole day today and to end up with a cancellation, just sucks.

so ended up hanging with a good friend of mine, we had fun.... right Helen?.
we went to the festival... walked abit,.. found it boring... so we bought some food and came back to my House, talked abit then she went home..
she also let me borrow a book called... "Questions, young people ask, answers that work." volume 2, and its a book she has gotten from the um, Jehovah's witness, people (is that how u spell it? forgive me if im wrong).. and theres likes in there like.... "how to avoid homosexuality" and such... which i find bizarre.. coz honestly... we are everywhere, i tell you, you cant hide from us gay people.... lol.. nah jokes.. people have different views on different things.... people have their own rights to their opinions...

um, yea.. thats it.... didnt do anything today to actually talk more about.. just sat around waiting all day..... bummy day..

cheers.

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