I'm sorry i haven't been posting and posting the book...
i don't have an excuse im just a lazy person.
hm.. so.
last night...
i had the most dramatic freak out with fear that i ever had. (yea it was so extreme, that it didn't even make sense.. like that sentence.but you get the point right?)
cooper came over to visit late and so we went for ice cream and talk, and when the ice cream place closed we parked in front of my house and continue talking for a while and it was getting really late (like 2 or 3 am kinda late) and i was telling her about the time when i saw (or maybe i was high or it was imaginary) two women in front of my house talking and laughing at 3am, like as if they just bumped into each other out of nowhere and started talking(who fucking does that... go walking at 3am wearing a sun hat and thongs and no jumper it was a fucking cold ass night, and bump into a friend, wtf is that friend doing walking at 3am with a sun hat and no jumper too... ), and disappeared every time i called someone to take a look. well anyways, she started freaking me out by asking me if i heard a noise or did i see that.... *sigh*.... AND for some reason... there was quiet a few people walking pass, walking really fast... now i never seen that before because my street is a pretty quiet street at the night time even though it's a main road... and the moment when she freaked me out the most was when she thought (saw) a figure ( she saw something like.. a tall person.. wearing jeans and a grey or dark t-shirt) walking towards the car going to my side of the window... and just disappeared when she turned back (she turned out pretty quickly, she even knocked the rear-view mirror) and yes... i literally had a panic attack, it was pretty embarrassing, but i needed air and a drink and etc... and she was just sitting there trying to fan me down, and i calmed down because she kept laughing at me...
so i figured to not be so scared anymore we had to step out of the car... oh and because i needed air too... so we stepped out of the car but i couldn't stand still and totally freaked out when a cat ran fast by.
hm.... i bet she had a kick out of it.
i never knew i can be scared and freak out so easy... or that much.
cooper knows so much about me, she knows what i like (or would like) or hate( or would hate), how i roll(not literally of course), how to get to me, even knows how to avoid me and my questions?
and that scares me.... most of the time we sync... so maybe that means that she has the same fears and likes and dislikes as me?
um,um,um...
people think i talk about a guy when i say cooper, or think that her parents are cool because they named her cooper, no... her name is Judee, i just like to call her cooper because she owns a mini cooper... and she doesnt seem to mind me calling her so...
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my tv is on... and all these " get these hot naughty girls on your phone" ads are on... some are funny ahha.. and some are, quite stupid and pervertic... like the ones that "spy" on the girl's private time.... like.. wtf man..... why dont you just go out and find a REAL girl.. and bring her home or something... gee.
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um, ok im getting tired.. i should go to sleep before the sleepiness passes and i'll stay awake all night again...
ahhhahaha... JUiCY....
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