i know i am like a million years late but,

i just finished watching the notebook, it was shown on TV...

... i cried.

...badly.

shows that you'll never understand the commotion until you experience it for yourself.

i guess this means i gotta get a move on harry potter ey?

and lord of the rings... and starwars.. etc...

so, my brother came home with one of those show bags you get from a fashion show... and every time he would bring one of them home, it would make me realise how much of a girl i am(sarcastic tone included), i would get all excited about seeing the products and such until i dont know what the purpose of them are, i read all them fine prints on the product and still don't understand what they are used for.. and sometimes i misread a word and that makes me confused even more, for example tonight i read " waving gel" as "shaving gel".. and i threw it at my brother telling him to take it.. and automatically he rejected it because it had come from a fashion show she obviously it is for females, so i started reading the description at the back and it reads " texturize curls and waves with flexible control." and did you know how much that confused me? VERY VERY!!!... so then i read on... "pliable elastic-fiber-infused gel formulated with Redken's exclusive Bonding System helps deliver stretchable shapes, textured movement and a frize-controlled finish." and then it teaches you how to use the product.. " Style: rub a small amount in damp hands and finger, style through damp hair"..... by this stage i was totally spinning out thinking " man.. is this to style hair down there?.. wtf?"

so then i sat there a while thinking about it, and it smells kinda nice... and then i was fidgeting with the tube and i finally read it as waving gel. i got a slap on the head from bro after that, coz i was laughing so hard and he thought i was completely stupid.

...was a good laugh though.

OH!!.. there was also a pair of g-string in there.... now that just triggered thoughts and wonders about all the really pretty looking ladies what were there... fashion show.. obviously would have models.

hm...

i just want to say, i miss christine and the ribbon in her hair.

if u know, u know.... if u dont.. then no stress.

hung out with Iris today... i miss how cute she is.

i think i need people around... i depend on people being around to be happy...

thats what iris said... and i agree with it, because if no one is around, then nothing happens, so how can you be happy without anything happening? you just can't.

so she came over and pushed me to her place...

well, it was more of a ... pull then kick... and then pushes.. and then drove me.. and then push.. and push.. and push... and then pushed to lay down...

she put on a movie.. but i fell asleep...

i can't take bridgette anymore... shes all hot and all but... i think that is making her way too cocky.

....cooper is so mean... she didnt tell me she is back in sydney.. i only found out like a week ago, she has been back for almost 4 weeks now.. and she didnt tell me... i am so cut. nah i'm only joking... i love her.. kinda.. hm... no, i do... really.. i so do(looks around).

anyways.. i know now.. and i can now drown her in.... me?

and hopfully ... my dirty talk and actions will be controlled?

gosh, it became so bad that... to some that have known me as only sweet and nice.. totally has a different view of me now...

shit, what was i trying to hide for... sweet my ass, i aint sweet.. i actually dont know what i am.... a mess... such a mess i am. a dirty mess?

um, ok thats it...

-[Pd]-