because i'm been sitting here for about half an hour trying to put things to words and write it so it makes some sort of sense, it just doesn't.
there is so much going on, but i have no idea where or how to start...
mind the randomness thats about to happen.
hey, joke... what do you call a deer with no eyes? a no eye deer = no idea!!!.
eh, ok i know thats lame.
but it make you chuckle right? no?... not even a smile? no? hm ok.
i guess i can't be a comedian then.
i've been helping out with clearing matt's apartment and it's been a real emotional wreck for all thats involved...
i found all these random things he kept and everything has a memory, a moment or meaning behind them.. i found his journals, his photography albums.
he is such a wise and creative man.
all his creations are just simply beautiful...
Jane went to LA to "replace" matt , for work purposes... trying to deal with our clients and productions, she won't let me help... so the crew is dealing with all that and i'm not allowed to do anything but sit here and wait for paperwork to sign...
if i keep listening to korean and japanese songs.... would i eventually understand what they are singing? or say?
songs i have been listening to are:
Nobody but you - wonder girls
So hot - wonder girls
Honey - KARA
Mister - KARA
Gee - SNSD (girl generation)
Why did i fall in love with you - tohoshinki
First love - utada hikaru.
and a bunch of other random ones...
i want to say that i think i am secretly in love with Tila Tequila ...
yea, her.. and i don't know why...
not love as in i want to marry her... love as in.. i enjoy her...
i just realise that i have her in twitter, youtube, ustream, on that phone call thing that she posts a message then you call on that number to send one back and she'll directly call you back, and that other page of hers, tempted to add her on facebook and myspace but can't be bothered yet (but i feel it coming soon), and i'd definitely have her on dailybooth if she as that as well.
is it because she has a nice rack? and talks seductive? and dances around all sexy heat and all?
maybe so.
she is everywhere on my networks that i know heaps more about her than i realise, like she has two music albums, a book, a reality tv star, of course heaps of photo shoots (yes i perv on that, i aint ashame to admit that one), shes viet and she loves pho and thit kho (if u know, u know... ), i even feel a bit down when she doesn't twitter for a day or when i sign on and don't see her on the homepage...
denial obsession much?
my friend always wears those thick rubber bands on his wrist.. just a normal rubber band... the ones you use to tie things... sometimes red, sometimes green... sometimes he has a black one( i think thats a hair tie? hm..)
and i finally confronted him about it... and he said that wearing it makes him feel cool.
i feel baffled...
do you have something you wear or do that makes you feel cool?
something you wear every day, all day....
i guess my white leather chucks makes me feel pretty cool... but i don't wear it everyday.
i met a girl the other day, we get along great, but i'm not sure if i should continue with her because i'm getting married soon... though i feel really excited about her... hm.
she's one whom i can't just tell her i like her and i'm getting married and then still stay friends with, that won't end well.... those things NEVER end well...
if theres a feeling... that feeling will never ever go away.
do you ever meet people like that?, the ones who make you just completely trip your mind and you either need to have them or need to completely get away from them because you like them too much?
situation sucks if you see them everyday... like in school or work...
hm.
can i talk about sex again?.... HAVEN'T HAD ANY IN LIKE FOR EVER!!!... *sigh*...
ok, i won't go any further than that....
actually i think i should stop...
-[Pd]-
