i don't remember when the last time i really sat down and wrote something...
so let's start at Christmas.
actually the 18th...
that day was Nicky's birthday, which i couldn't make it to.... bought her presents that stayed at mines til my birthday which was a couple of days ago... she didn't mind, i don't think.
Christmas was 4 days in a row for me, but i spent Christmas eve at Helen's party, getting somewhat wasted...
and the other 3 days were also me being wasted.
my birthday... lasted 5 days...
well, also because of new years....
30th was my birthday, we had it small.. close friends came over and fam....
Helen and Cynthia made me cupcakes spelling "happy bday nhi" which was awesomely cute!! and oh so yummy, which made me forgot about my actual birthday cake so we had that cake on my birthday party part2 when my brother came back on the 2nd...
while in between all that, there was new years... new years eve was spent at shane's party..also me getting wasted, kind of.
someone just kept handing me drinks... and i was busy talking so i just drank without questioning...
thank you Ann and Andrew for walking me home.....safely.
and there was the other intimate birthday dinners with the girls.
and here we are... in the 2010..
i am at a new age and a new year, i wonder how the year is going to turn out... if the saying really is true, then i am going to be somewhat wasted for the rest of the year... and the year will be a joke.
2009 was major epic for me, very drama-matic , very social, lots of pain, lots of laughs and great memories.
ahhh great memories, i hope you don't leave me too soon.
i think that 2009 really helped me discover how i really am, i was most true... every single situation pushed me to let out another personality, another side of me that i wasn't sure of... it ripped me apart then mashed me back together.
2009 started with Sara being back in Sydney(more like December 2008), and i think... i would have to say that Sara was a major part of my 2009, because when i think about it, if she wasn't here then most of my 2009 wouldn't have happened.
cooper went overseas, and that rocked my days because i felt so depended on her because before she left, we talked everyday.. almost every minute actually and she was my emotional rock... but she left and i crashed for a while but i found a way to cope until she came back...
and since she got back she has been working odd hours so we haven't had much time for talk so we just leave each other messages on msn or text.
Nicky and i are ups and downs... we have our blast of a moment then we seem to disappear for a while, but we don't forget about each other... thats a good thing.
our love is strong, we are just busy people............... clash schedule sucks.
I would like to say that i think i have seen Cynthia and Helen more in 2009 than any other year after school, booyah. yummy cupcake club.
Matt past away , and i still haven't gotten over it, i don't think i ever will.
he was a great man to me and the world, he also stabbed the music world to the bone with his awesomeness of a geniusness.
no one can ever replace Matt, not for me, not for the world.
Shane's stepped foot into my world last year as well...
it hasn't been clean with him, probably still mud stains around.
Bridgette was one of the drama-matic-ness, i think she can be the star of it all...
so much commotion when she comes around, between us and from other people...
she is in my life at the moment, and i don't mind.
i feel mellow and too comfortable around her, is that a problem?
(i see you all nodding.. )
ah, and how can i forget about Miss Jane Tran..........
the superstar of my life......
what can i say... we have a complicated relationship.
and i think this space we are having is doing good for the both of us, i miss the girl but space is good right now...
Tilly, i take my hat off to you my darling... keep hanging in there she will show you great love.
as for me... she is like a wife and we are in an open marriage, but she gets pissed at everyone i see.....
soon enough she would be pissed at everyone in the world.
i still love you though Jane... have you cooled down yet? coz i have and i'm ready for you to come back into my days, or nights... day and night, night and day.
work died down since Matt is gone and the girls are trying their best to keep things alive... and they are thinking about recruiting, either for promotions, the inside crew , the managements, the admins, the players, the stage crew, the stars.....
let me know if you are interested...
anyways, off to hand out with cynthia helen and shane....
i miss sara :(
