OhMyGod!!!! i found my old-ish diary journal thingy i had and MAn i am so supprised on how much i'v changed!! reading it was kinda funny.. i was such a fool... -_-... 'young and stupid' they call it lol....
but then i also cried. because the dated date was about when my closes people were 'leaveing' like, kathy and dave. i struggled .. no wonder why im a fool.

now im wondering... is that why i was sooo attached to Duyen? she was there right after it all happened.;. a dramatic turning point of my life. is that why? or do i really do love her.













I'm trying to move on now. from everything. i think maybe.... its working. i am just missing one thing.... a partner... its not important.. but i'd just like to have one...
but other than that. life is good general term.