lately.. i've been having alot of dark thoughts and it is driving me crazy because i cant act on it. i would love to act it out... this is yet the most extreme thing i have ever came up with that i think i can actually do. and i dont want to say what it is or who i want to do it too... coz then this would be a confession... that would be... well.. bad for me if i intend to do it.
on that point.. i remembered a case about this boy that admires hitler... and he basically went to his school.. and had a shooting rage.. but he only killed the people he thought deserved so. and he had talked about it.. planned it.. and post things about it on the internet and everything!! and u know how old he was? well i dont know how old he is or was but he was a high schooler and he about about a yr 8 or so... so that about.. 13?14?... and he calls himself "the angel of death" and also "native- nazi". the thing is.. he looks really reall innocent... but yet he is a teenage mass murderer.. his life and how he feels is really interesting to me and so if ur intereded about this then.. u can look him up.. his name is.. Jeffert Weise or u can look on the newspaper, the daily telegraph, thursday, march 24,2005 pg 17. or just search him on www.dailytelegraph.com.au .
all these killing cases... i feel that there are always a deep message or a point... because it cant just happen out of nowhere and such... i mean... i know that for a fact because i feel that way too...
there is always a reason or things to happen... always.
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